영적 각성: 빛과 정체성을 통한 여정

### 빛, 정신, 자아 발견을 통한 여정
* 💡 제 모험은 학교 프로젝트를 위해 복잡한 신분증을 만들면서 자외선을 실험하는 것으로 시작되었고, **제 기술력을 알아본 친구**를 통해 **백만 달러 규모의 계약**으로 이어졌습니다.
* 💵 한 달 동안 제품을 테스트한 후, 저는 **모든 것을 얻었다가 잃는 제 인생의 패턴**이 드러나는 데자뷰의 깊은 순간을 경험했고, 이는 제가 **다시 모든 것을 잃을 위기**에 처했음을 의미했습니다.
* 🔍 이 기간 동안 저는 사기꾼에 대한 경고를 받았는데, 그 덕분에 **구입한 노트북에서 버그를 발견**하고 이전에는 무시했던 위험의 존재를 확인하게 되었습니다.
* 📚 감옥에서 복역하는 동안 저는 과거의 실수를 정당화하고 정신적 힘을 얻고자 하는 열망에 따라 **광범위한 공부**를 통해 자기 계발에 전념했습니다.
* 🙏 성신을 향한 저의 탐구는 다양한 시도와 실패로 점철되었고, 의심에도 불구하고 **계속 나아가라고 촉구하는 신성한 존재**를 느낀 강력한 경험으로 절정에 달했습니다.
* 🕊 법정에서 모든 예상을 뒤엎고 판사가 예상치 못하게 **'봉사 시간'**을 부여했는데, 그 순간은 저의 격렬한 영적 여정 끝에 신이 개입한 것처럼 느껴졌습니다.
* ⚔ 하지만 이후 새로운 시설에서 경험한 영적 전쟁의 가혹한 현실은 **신앙과 신적 능력의 본질에 대한 저의 이해에 도전**을 주었습니다.
* 🌌 궁극적으로 저는 기독교 내 영적 여정의 어두운 측면을 인식하게 되었고, **자기 증오와 영적 조작에 뿌리를 두고 있다고 느꼈던 신앙과의 관계를 끊기로 결심**했습니다.

제임스는 자신의 영적 여정을 통해 권력과 정체성, 신앙의 어두운 면이 복잡하게 얽혀 있음을 깨달았습니다.

To elaborate briefly, my adventure into this began with experimenting with ultraviolet light. I was working on an experiment to create an identification card requiring four layers of identification, one of which was ultraviolet.  During the process

of testing this application—which was for a school, a bid contract—a friend of mine, a Native American who had a license to win such contracts,

subcontracted me to build it. He knew I was tech-savvy.  So I agreed to build this. This contract was pretty much life-altering; it paid one million dollars, but I was already financially comfortable due to other ventures.

I was printing and testing this for a month, testing under ultraviolet light.  I didn't know then, but I know now that ultraviolet light is the highest visible frequency on the spectrum.  Fast forward 30 days of testing; I had the final product and a million-dollar check to pick up.

I sat on the edge of the bed—at this point, I had a penthouse, and my office was attached to the house—came out of the office, sat on my bed, looked at the corner of the wall, and experienced five minutes of what felt like infinite déjà vu.

I was in many, I have heard this. Yeah, James, you like to play games. You're trying to get light, but you need to get light. You got so much, you got too much weight, so you're gonna wait. And then it showed me my whole life in that I kept—I was in this oscillating

pattern where I was going up and down. I would get a lot of stuff and then I would lose everything; get a lot of stuff, lose everything. And then it was showing me that I was about to lose everything. And while this was happening, it was like—it was it was weird; like it really was

like a weird thing. I was just Simon Says, then I kind of broke out of it, but the voice kept going. And it was like, 'See that?' Because it was like there was this moment where I was denying that there was something else that was talking to me, that that knew something.

I was fighting for my mind, basically. And it said, basically, 'Look at that computer that you had right away. That computer that you have right there—that computer, that person is it.' That person that you're dealing with—it explains the stuff I want to talk about,

but it said, 'That person that you're dealing with in Vegas, that person is not who you think they are.' Do this; type this in the computer. And I typed this in the computer, and I hit enter, and I saw that person on a court docket testifying against somebody, and

they were under a completely different name. It said that this laptop that was in the middle house—because it was like a three-story penthouse—in the middle area, there was a laptop in the bathroom that I bought from a guy that insisted that I buy this laptop. He sold this—that took

I like 150, and because I already, you know, I had laptops and stuff already, this one was like, this was the laptop for the bathroom, and nobody ever even turned it on. It's this voice told me that that laptop had a bug in it, and

the moment that I was going to turn that laptop on, it was going to—they were all going to descend on me. It turned out I took the laptop apart—I'm a computer engineer—and there was a bug in there. So this was two things right away that nobody else

who knew. I didn't know that this transmission was telling me right away just to confirm, like, 'Look, I can't go too long with you right now about that. You know, do you really believe in all this or not? I'm gonna cut right through your reality right now.'

Then when that happened and I saw that, I was scared because I was like—and I just, because I, you know, I'd done some time before, so I was like [ __ ] I just—I just felt that this thing saved me from that, so I decided to

listen. And what it told me about was the secret word. Okay, let me tell you how I figured out—I found out about the secret word in the first place. So when I first went in to do my time, it was devastating for me, as I said before. Even though I had bad conduct, I

was a project. I thought that I was going to really, like, do all this stuff and work in some big computer place or whatever. I—I talk white to most people—all this kind of stuff, right? So when I found myself in the can, I was like, 'Man,

Your whole life, you just destroyed your whole life. I'm not going to go into the events that led me there, but in that process I said, 'You know what, Seven...' (Seven was a nickname everyone called me). I said, 'You know what, Seven, it was Seven and...

then it was Savannah, and said, 'You know what, the only way that you can justify this time is if you do something that you would have to spend time to do anyway.' And if you said that you were going to go to, like, Harvard or something like that, you could imagine that you wouldn't

have to have—you couldn't have a girlfriend, you couldn't have many. If you were really expecting to ace it. So in this time in prison, I want you to study everything.' And I agreed. That was the only way I could go to sleep at

night from all this disaster. I felt like I caused in my life. Every day I studied. First, I started reading through the entire encyclopedia until I hit about 'F'. At that point, my books—some girl that looked out for me was

starting to send me—those books started coming in right away. I felt like I needed to go at my problem with spiritual power because it was that crazy. I felt like God could fix this, but nobody else. And that was especially after I hired the most expensive attorney, and he

just basically took my money and wouldn't even call me. Right around the same time, too, Dr. York was getting rolled up and going to jail. I'm in Atlanta at this stage, and what ended up happening was that, through a series of events, I started

waxing strong like my mom wrote me and she was like, 'James, I think you need to pray for the Holy Ghost.' Right? You remember how to do it, right? And I remember, since, you know, I was raised in church as a child, I've been baptized nine

times. Every time we go to a church, they're like, 'We're gonna baptize you just to join the church,' right? So my mom—we were five kids; I was the oldest son. I took care of all my five brothers and sisters, right? So it was—so this—so I seen this—I seen

the ghost, as they call it, moving because we were in Pentecostal, Presbyterian, Baptist—everything you can think of—home, non-denominational. And boy, they were getting lit! So as a child, I was actually, with that intelligence, looking at if people's

tongues were really fake. Like, I could tell the difference, as I would call it, versus there was really something there. And then, of course, how they made it always seem is that, like, the pastor's kids, especially, was that the Holy Ghost, though, was like the stamp of approval

that you were really in it, right? And all the kids, you know, they were—they were faking like they had the Holy Ghost and everything. So I would always ask myself—or I knew I didn't have the Holy Ghost. I was like, 'Well, [ __ ] I don't have the Holy

Ghost, I know.' And so I'm just giving you this because I believe, like, for all y'all, since everybody—this is—this is the last time this is going to be transmitted, so check it. So I got the whole—so I was like, okay, well, two brothers—I was like, 'I want to'

Get the Holy Ghost. So these two men, these two Black men, were like, "Well, this is how it works. We tarry the Holy Ghost with you, and the only way you can get the Holy Ghost is from somebody who has it; somebody that has the Holy Ghost"

has to be with you." So these two brothers jumped in and they were like, "Okay, so we're gonna take you through the process. All you gotta do is say, 'Hallelujah,' over and over and over and over and over and over"

and over again. And this is the process that I would watch. And I'll watch how we'd be breaking down folks. Like, when they hit like two hours, three hours, they would just go into a real trance; they would go into something else, right? So this is what I

was supposed to do. So right away, when I started saying it over and over, I felt so embarrassed. Like, I was just always that kind of person; I just felt like embarrassed and insecure around people, especially doing spiritual things. So I'm saying, I'm saying, I'm saying, I'm

saying, 'Nothing's happening, man.' We're blowing into an hour. I can even see the dude is getting tired. So they're like, "Okay, but look..." you know, one of the dudes that was gonna try was like, "Okay, maybe we'll try this next Sunday." And right then the other dude

pulled back and he's like, "There's... look at that. Do you see that angel?" And I kid you not, you know how the church is always shaped like a spider? That must be because that's how the angels get in; that's basically them. You look and you saw this white outline.

of this whole angel now the rare part was right when he was about to say that I felt my tongue catching up, like I was about to speak in tongues, but because the Dude kind of grabbed me, it stopped everything. And I even saw that thing and then the

other guy saw it and then he was like... and then he just, you know, he was so tired, he was defeated basically. And it was like, okay, we're gonna do it next Sunday. That next Saturday never came, right? So fast forward in the future, when I got into all this stuff, I was like, man,

I need to talk to God. That's literally where I was at. I was... I was gone, like everything that they were trying to... he gives me some [ __ ] it was just like there was no way out of this, but I wasn't going to give up on

myself. And in fact, that's how I began. I was looking in the mirror and I said, "I'm not going to give up." Look, so this is a series of what happened. So I thought about this and there... the next day I get a

letter from my mom. She said, "James, I think it's time for you to pray for the Holy Ghost." Blah, blah, blah. You remember how to do blah, blah, blah. And then that previous day I was already thinking, maybe I didn't start the Holy Ghost right. So anyway, I end up getting in a

prison cell, getting my roommate to go out for a minute, and then I tried to call the Holy Ghost, right? They're doing this, trying to tell you for the Holy Ghost, and right away I'm feeling like this is not gonna work because not only am I in prison, I'm in

This, and this—I'm just telling you a real-life experience. So, at this point, nothing is happening. I do feel okay. So, this is what happens: like, I'm in there for two hours, I'm sweating, my voice is tired, the whole nine yards, and I'm thinking, "This isn't going to happen."

At all. And I get onto the sink, and I'm just like there, and I'm like, "I'm not going to give up." And then, right then, as I look in the mirror, this thing says, "I'm not going to give up." And it wasn't my voice.

And I was like, "What the heck? Oh my goodness, don't tell me I'm possessed!" Because they said it a couple of times, and I could see that it wasn't me, but it was like something in me that was saying that it wasn't going to give up; it was not

going to basically let me receive this thing. And I'm just saying this is all just the dynamics and the narrative that I was going by. Okay, so fast forward: I stop. I try; I try to do it one more time. Everything doesn't work out right; the guards want to pop the doors; it

doesn't work out right. So then I'm done. Then there was this one promise that I made because, of course, you know, you're a man, you know you're praying to God, right? You're asking God, you know, hopefully to take care of my family, blah blah. And so,

I—there was this one promise that I made that I wouldn't call the lawyer. I told God, "Look, whatever's going to happen, I'm going to let you handle it. I'm not going to trust in men." So, one day, you know, because, you know, I had like almost a little small empire,

Out in the world, so people... one of my liaisons visited me and she was like, "What's going on with you? It seems like you're giving up on yourself. You're not calling the lawyer; you're expecting people to do this for you. You need to call your lawyer."

So I lead the pod and I'm like, so I pick up the phone and, I kid you not, I call the lawyer and I get the answering machine. And I just felt like...

Now I can't even reach this dude, and I went back on my word with God. And I was just sitting there, and this old dude that I had kept seeing said, "You know, because I had started leading prayer circles and stuff," he was like, "I see what you're doing.

Y'all say I used to be with God. You know, I mean, keep doing what you're doing. I fell off, but I'm gonna get myself back together." Right? But so he came up to me; he said, "Young man, let me tell you something God told me

last night. That's the first time I've ever been able to prophesy again: that if you go for whatever it is that you said you wanted from Him today, He'll give it to you." And I assumed right away that that was the Holy Spirit. Long story short, I'm

in there again. I'm in... I'm about two and a half hours in, and something does happen. This thing filled the room, right? It's a different kind of spirit. I think this is what Sophia is; this is why they'd be like, "Oh, hallelujah!" Right? I'm not saying

Go and do any of this because, for sure, this ain't the play, right? So anyway, when this thing comes in, the tongue starts, but it's not like any of the tongues that I've heard before. In fact, I noticed that this whole tongue

thing is, is that it's like three or four layers back; it's like where your mind can't access this area. And I think this has a lot to do with what they say the devil and Satan really is—that it can access certain parts of

your mind, but only certain parts. And they say women have this naturally—that it's a part of their womb, a part where they can hide things and nothing can access it; right? Like, as far as, like, if you're a telepath and you can

read minds, right? So I see this voice communicating on back on the fourth channel, basically, and I'm just trying to reverse engineer all of what was happening, which I did. And I hear this voice coming back on the fourth channel with this language, and it's

prophesying and it's decoding the prophecy, and it's something I can understand. But the moment that the prophecy is done, I forget. I later on learned that because if something is prophesied in your life, basically, and you try to mess that up,

you will reject it. You're like, "I'm not going to be a teacher of people." Or you may get it confused because I thought that I was going to be a teacher of Christianity. You see how that worked? I had even made my own personal game.

About how fast I could convert somebody to Jesus. Okay? And so I'm in this army of the Lord, and I'm peeping this out also on the astral plane. I'm peeping out: God is not so nice. God is like, ultra-racist. This one that we're certain that we're

serving inside of this Christianity thing. I'm watching God basically discriminate and kill entities and this kind of stuff. I promise you, I'm seeing this because I'm pure; like, you can't count one sin on my hand. I don't watch TV, I don't really come out my room,

I don't talk about any dilly-dally-do, none of that, because I knew that that was the prerequisite to reaching into this stage. But because I'm lucid now, I'm now also going in the lucid plane, and I'm calling names that are inside of these books in

elusive playing. The entity is arriving right away. So I even asked, "Why, when I call you in the world, you don't come into being?"  Said, "I do come; it's like a ringing in your ear, but there's also a lag in your reality, so I don't come right away. But

here, there's no lag." What did you come here to do? And I say, "I came here to pray." And then say, "Well, pray then." So this is what I'm saying; this is when your consciousness—that I was saying—I love these perspectives of when somebody is

just going in on something because they block out everything else that's going on and they bring light into that narrative, and then they go through the whole experience if they could be tried true. So anyway, I'm like, the seven Demon Slayer after about four or five months.

I'm not only doing this in the astral plane; I'm prophesying in cat's life. They're going home for murder charges, the whole nine yards. So I figured this is what I'm supposed to do. So then, when the whole trial day came around, man, I even got a weird

look in my eyes. Some people say, man, you got like this weird look in your eye, right? Like how York was looking, but not that geeked out, right? But they were like, you know, it's something that kind of penetrates. And this is just like singing

songs all night, praying for a long time. Like, boy, like this esoteric flow, like I would be praying like that because, remember, I had... like I was just... I'm not trying to do any time, right? So at the end of the day, when I get into

courtroom, the paperwork has disappeared. The judge... the lawyer already told me, 'Look, I don't control this. This judge, she just retired. Her name was Linda Hunter.' Imagine, like she's also the same as, probably, from the Vivian Hunter lineage. She was the one that gave me a break.

These are the writers of the Mommy Water. She's a Black judge inside of Atlanta, Georgia. The attorney already told me, say, 'Look, I mean, yeah, I have a lot of weight in other courtrooms, but not Linda's. She makes her own courtroom, so she's not

gonna go with my suggestions anyway.' So, and she said she doesn't let the D.A. run her courtroom. And I said, 'So did you recommend anything to the D.A.?' And he said he's the one that told me this, and I told him that we should try to do time.

Sir, but she's not going to go for time served. This was a narrative. By the end of the thing, she just looked at me and she said, "James, you seem like a really nice guy; you just need to figure out who you want to be." What was the

recommendation? And then the D.A. is looking like... because he was definitely going to throw the book at me, but it caught him off guard. He was like, "Time served?" And she was like, "Time served." I have one more thing to go and do after

that because, of course, now I'm like, "This is on a whole other level. I'm in sanctimonious land." But I got one more small charge. Do you know that? One more small charge, which was nothing, in another county, ended up making me go with

due time. It was the craziest thing. But in that process, when I went to that next place – I thought Seven and Demon Slayer was going to be going on to that place – I ran into what would be called a demonic stronghold. Some of these prisons or these county jails, they're demonic strongholds. So I was basically in this space; you could hear voices...

saying they don't like you and they hate you and this kind of stuff, right, when you're spiritually in tune. So I learned

in that it doesn't mean that just because you were doing one thing, that when you get to your next level of your journey that you're going to be doing that same thing. I learned that the hard way because I thought I was going to go in there and convert them, and the same

Thing that I was doing before, then also in that process, I will tell you when I decided to jump ship with the whole Christianity thing. And it was when, not only again was I experiencing this weird thing going on in dreams, playing it's just what you can see, and I'm sure

anybody high up in that level, they see it and they just accept it. It's like God's character flaw; it's like, 'God is this... God, this Nazi, is a racist; it kills things and it hurts things in the dream plane,' and it's like it's supposed

to be okay. And so what happened one day is when I was just in the room, and I was asking—like I was in this intention, I was asking about my power. This was like the first time, because you know, Christianity teaches you that you basically are a vessel for God, and God

fills you up and it flows through you, and this is the... the... how it sets you up for the kill. You never... so you never accredit anything that's going on in your own power, but meanwhile, it's just using your power. All those prophecies and all that kind

of stuff, those are all powered by my projector, but I'm being hacked by proxy by another entity that's playing God on me. You see what I mean? So once I saw that God had character flaws that I didn't even have, I kind of just like somebody where

you realize that somebody is trying to play you like real [ __ ]—I'm talking about—like I realized that, man, I may... I'm being played. And I asked the energy about my power, and man, I felt this wave of like intense jealousy.

Like, how dare you! Almost like a smack. How dare you ask about your power? And like, it kind of was like, 'Get away from me!' And at that moment I was like, 'Cool,' and I took all the books and [__] and I threw

them in the trash because that's the type of cat I always was, and that's the kind of energy I got off of those beings. It severed me from them. I was like, 'Cause y'all are doing something...

People think that they're in an army and they're fighting for good, but you're actually killing, you're hurting entities. It's just awesome when you understand spiritual dynamics. You realize that there are beings that are being tormented in the Underworld, and Christians are used in that army to

torment those beings and to lash out at them and pray against them. They *are* their very ancestors. And this is why it's like a... it's a weird thing because it's like... it's all self-hate. That's what I'm

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