I didn't come into this world the way everybody else does. I don't think... I used to think that everybody had a similar

experience, but like, if I asked you what was your first memory in life? What was... I don't think I

know. My first memory was almost like when you're dreaming and you're falling and you hit the bottom

and you wake up.  That was my first memory, but I didn't wake up *up here*. I was inside my mother's

womb, and I was about maybe six months inside the womb. And I'm like, okay, don't forget I'm

here. Okay, okay, don't forget, don't forget, don't forget, don't forget. You go to sleep, wake up again. Now something's

moving in front of you and you're like, oh, that's my friend. But I had a different name for it. I

didn't know it was my hand, but I knew I had a title for it. Go back to sleep; all of those things. Then

ultimately you get ready to come out. I remember all of that. You remember coming out? Remember being compressed, you know,

and there you want to panic, but there's... you're flooded with like some serotonin and dopamine to where you feel relaxed.

You go right back to sleep. You remember being born. I remember being circumcised. I remember the whole nine yards. And the proof

of it was when my wife—you just met her—when she was six months pregnant with my

son, Karen. I wanted to prove to her what I was talking about, so I put a light on her stomach every day at six o'clock at

night, and I would move that light back and forth. And I put a song on for a week straight. On Saturday, after a week, I

didn't put the light there and I didn't do the music, and he pushed up on her stomach. And then when I put the light

There, he started following the light, and for the next two months, we did this every night, and he would go all the way

around her belly, back and forth, always pushing on it. You know, I didn't understand at the time that maybe I'd

interfered with the development process, and maybe he'd wrapped the cord around his neck. I shouldn't have done all of

this, but it came out wonderful and fine. And this little boy, first thing he wanted to do is see light; he loved

lights from that early stage. And I can ask him the square root of two, the square root of five, the square root of

that, the square root of pi, the square..., and he will run it off, run it off. But he's just like... his personality is like

Forrest Gump, you know, to where he's just loving and wants everybody to be around

him, and and and... caring. Um, but for me, that's where it started in there. And then when I was about five years

old, um, I had another dream, and this room filled up with like this fluid, a dark fluid, and I could see the ripples of it

moving around, and there was a being there. And I remember being walked through that fluid with him, and I was

trying to look up at him, and I couldn't turn my head to look at him. And he had

his hand straight. I knew his voice, but I did not know who who it was, but I felt confident and comfortable. And as we

moved along this dark blue fluid path, um, with like chartreuse covering the uh... you know, when you look into a

pool and you see the ripples, and if you're at the bottom of the pool, you see the ripples overlapping; that's what it

looked like. And then when we got to the end of it, he said to me, "If you could"

If you could have anything in the world, what would it be? Now, we were really poor. My dad had just gotten out of

prison, you know, for manslaughter. I didn't have much, but I said to him, "I want to know how

everything works." And at that moment, he used his left hand and he opened up the door, and there was this mansion, big

brown doors, and inside of it was this crystalline flowers—big crystal flowers, like a giant, like five feet

across. And every time I tried to see his face, he would reach in and hand me another shape. And I was so fascinated with the

shapes because they didn't look like the Platonic solids; they didn't look like anything I'd ever seen

before. And he would hand me these shapes, and each shape was different and amazing. And I woke up from that

dream. But after that moment, anytime something strange would happen in a dream, I had the powers of inception.

Anytime something—I would be naked at school; I would say, "I'm not naked; I must be dreaming," and immediately I would run

out of the school or run out of wherever I was, and I would find that mansion again. And I had access to all the

knowledge. The proof of it is the 97 patents that I have now; the proof of it is the industries that I've

innovated. It's like waking up—having a dream that you have a diamond in your hand, and out of nowhere you wake up and

you're hoping you're holding it, and you try and hold it, and it's gone when you wake up. But the proof is all the stuff

that I've been able to do now. So these—all these thoughts, these thoughts are from the time you were a baby; these are

not things that you've learned; these are things that you had in your mind from the time you were born.

from before that time because I remembered that I had been someplace else before. Now, what's interesting is that

voice that I heard—that's my voice now. So it was like my greater self was leading me through, and periodically

would show up again in other dreams. And I went off and became an actor because my mother wanted my little brother to be

an actor, and I thought if I became an actor, you know, I would get my mother's affection. It wasn't until my mother was

dying, and I'm talking to her, and she told me the reason that she was babying

Antonio was because he had asthma, and my father always had questioned whether he was his son or not because he looked so

much like her family and didn't look so much like him. And I realized, my God, if I had followed my proper course, I could

have saved my mother because the knowledge that I had—you know, I had the grand unified field equation; I had already put that together—

and at 78, I was working with these things. And then I went through all of the hell that I had to go

through, being accused of domestic violence, all of those things. And I thought it was a curse at the time, but

it was really removing me from advancing down the wrong path. And during that period of time, I started waking up in my

dreams again, and I started going back into that palace, and I remember all of these things, and I started patenting

them as I moved along. You reincarnate—that is, every time a child is born, of course it has an energy. And I've been

doing hypnotic regressions with people a long time ago, and they say usually that about the third month of pregnancy they sort of go in the third

month. Yeah, usually. But there was a Finnish lady who said that before I was born to this life, I was watching as an

energy when my future parents were having sex, and that became that I was, you know, that was my body, that was...

started, and I went in and out. That must have been quite an experience, huh? You're telling me. And then when

you come to this world, the reverse happens, as what happens in... in your death, you go towards the light; your

birth, Cal, is also kind of a dark tunnel, and you pop out, you come to the light. Death is that the... the physical body as

we know dies? Yeah, of course. And what's left is your energy. Um, I have done uh research, uh, even with myself, uh, when I

learned about it in the '70s. I was in America and... and heard that, you know,

there is a technology that you can get out of your body. So I concentrated one night. I was in the um, Chief medical officer's

office of Lapland, at the Arctic Circle in Finland. And one night I just concentrated: I want to get out. And all

of a sudden I started getting like radio waves going through my body, from toes to my head, and I started, you know, sort of

shaking. So, and all of a sudden, in a second, I was out, and I was floating. It was an out-of-body experience; out-of-body experience. I

was floating towards the ceiling. And what surprised me was because I was um, at 8:00 p.m., uh, I was naked, and I was

having my knees up—like my head was here and my knees were up. So in this astral body, energy body, my knees were up too. I

was sort of like, 'Hey, wait a minute, I'm in two!' And then I started looking down, because it's not often you... you have

experiences like this. So, uh, I saw that my physical body was very, very slow in breathing. And I worked as a Chief

anesthetist once, a long time ago, so I can count 60 seconds without a clock anytime. So I

Started counting, and I thought, hey, it's only 10 times a minute, and 20 times a minute is normal, so vital signs are going... so I got a little bit worried and I descended from the ceiling and took the pulse of

my physical body with my astral body's hand, and I could—yeah, I could feel it like I feel it here—and it was 32 a

minute. When you're relaxing, it should be 60, and then I really got worried. I thought, oh, I'm going to die. I mean,

what's going to happen? And then I—so, like men say at war, they cry for their mother—my mother was 800

kilometers away in Helsinki, and I said, 'Mother, help me.' And all of a sudden, in a second, I was in Helsinki at her living

room, and she was um, sewing a long dress with flowers. So were you next to her, or up, looking...? I was not in the

astral form of myself. I was just like a point of consciousness above, and my niece was there,

5-year-old, being babysat. I saw the drawing she was drawing—a house and tree and flowers and whatever—and I heard

them chatting, but I couldn't hear the words. I didn't know what, but I knew it was not important. And then I thought,

where's my sister? Hey, my niece is being babysat. And in a second, when I thought, 'Where's

my sister?', the surroundings changed, and I was at a cocktail party in Helsinki somewhere. And then I looked around and I

saw a lot of people I knew, and there was my sister flirting with a family friend. And I thought, 'Where's her husband? No,

please, I want to go home.' And immediately, 800 kilometers back to Raahe. So it's like switching from one thing to the other

exactly—like this—at will. And then I was floating like this, you know, in Raahe again, and there I saw my body.

And I thought, hey, wait a minute, what? I want to go back. I mean, how do I do it?

And then I thought, oh, all the thoughts were in the astral body; nothing was in the physical, nothing. It was just like...

a dead cop. And I thought, oh, you know, how do I get back? I mean, otherwise I'm going to die, or what happens? And if I

throw up, I have to see that because I got seasick, you know, floating. I thought that even though you were in your astral

body, I got seasick in the astral body. And I thought, hey, if I throw up, so that

I'm suffocating the body, so I said, oh, please help me. And just, I was back in

my own body, in my own physical body. And I was, you know, touching myself like this. It was eerie. And then I

just fell asleep. But next morning, I called my father, who took the phone in Helsinki. I said, what was my mother

doing at 8:00 p.m.? Oh, I can't tell you. I said, it's a long dress,

sewn by hand. And my father said, it's a Christmas gift for you; that's why I

couldn't tell you. And my niece was there, so Daddy said, how do you know? And I told him that I had astral traveled for the

MEMORIES FROM THE WOMB W/ TERRENCE HOWARD ,Dr RAUNI KILDE & BRO SANCHEZ

MEMORIES FROM THE WOMB W/ TERRENCE HOWARD ,Dr RAUNI KILDE & BRO SANCHEZ