[Music] now can I take you back to your own childhood. Do you remember the occasion when you first felt consciousness of your own individual self? That was in my 11th year. There I certainly on my way to school. It was just as if I had been in a mist, walking in a mist, and I stepped out of it, and I knew I am. I am what I am. And then I thought, but what have I been before? And then I found that I was, that I had been in a mist, not knowing to differentiate myself from things. I was just one thing about among many things. Shame can only come from self. Winning can only come from self. Losing can only come from self. Tragedy can only be dwelt in the self. Eventually, you move on from tragedies, right? So this whole idea that there's an external and an internal, it's all wrong, okay? It's, there's only the self, there's only the internal, and you could call it selfish, you could say whatever you want.

But this is the only thing you've ever battled with. If something external has made you a certain way, that's wrong. That's just wrong. You didn't deal with it correctly. That's why you became that way. And once you realize it's all on you, but the spirit of God dwells within you, then you have the spirit to fix any problem that the external has given you. When really, the external is just reflecting an internal problem. The external cannot give you a problem; it can only reflect problems that are already within you. Think of just using your mind correctly. Let's try it one time, 'cause they don't teach you this in school. I am not a [ __ ]. I am not a [ __ ]. I am not a [ __ ]. I am not a [ __ ]. What are you thinking of? You're thinking of me being a [ __ ]. So your brain only builds on positive. I am the man. See, you can only build through positive. You

cannot actually negate negative. You can only build positive. You can only be pro-life. You can't negate anything, right? You can't negate the nature that we're dealt. If you're stuck, it means you're going up and then down and then up and then down. That's what you're doing. You're doing two things healthy for yourself and two things bad, two things healthy, two things bad, and you feel stuck in life. Have you ever tried going healthy all the way, you stupid? Have you ever tried to do something correct for at least one month of your life? No, you haven't, 'cause you go up and down, up and down, and that's what these fat asses do. They go up and down. Today I'm dieting, today I'm not. That's all they do, and they get stuck. See it through the end. Let the seed blossom, bro. What is this sun, moon, and the stars, all these sparks that are broken out like this? What are they? The sun is your conscious, the moon is your unconscious, and when they work

together through the alchemical marriage, they birth a star, your new guiding star, your new idea, 'cause a fantasy is always driving man. So, what is your fantasy you're playing out? Is it the fantasy that you're stuck? Is it the fantasy that you're winning? And if it's the fantasy that you're winning, why are you afraid to bathe in that fantasy for longer than 2 days? Why don't you bathe in it for 30 days and see something through to the end for once in your life, just to see if it works? And when you really think about it, you go, There's nothing that I've ever seen to the end that ever failed. You've never seen something through to the end that you failed at 'cause even if you didn't get the outcome you want, you became who you want to be. That's what you're trying to do is change your sense of self. When you change your sense of self, depression doesn't exist 'cause depression is for your old self. This is your new self. Wait, so

that's what the Hermetic philosophers were talking about with the alchemical codes, and yes, that's exactly what they're talking about, that you can't paint a divine Mona Lisa until you change your sense of self. It's not just a literal fact in the scripture; it's also allegorical; it's hidden; there's some esoteric behind it because you're supposed to figure it out yourself. You're supposed to play the role of Jesus. What are you talking about, John? It literally says you have to pick up your own cross. That's your life, your body, you're attached to. What do you think it means by pick up your own cross? What do you think that means? It means you're going to battle your sense of self for the rest of your life. Why don't you get good at battling it? Jung had a schizophrenic patient losing their mind; they're obsessed with reality. Reality is everything's got to be like this, and you just said to them, Hey, the brain doesn't swing in a pendulum of right and wrong; it swings from sense

to not nonsense, and the patient would just tell Jung about a beetle. There's this golden beetle in my dream, and this, this, this, this, this, this. And you, what did he do in the middle of his 20th therapy lesson session with him? He opened the window, caught something, opened his hands, and out flew a golden beetle. And the patient was sick for, excuse me, cured for the rest of their life. Their sickness never came back. And Jung's greatest work is when he said, he says, This woman who keeps thinking she's on the moon 'cause she got raped or something happened to her and her mind fractured. She kept talking about the moon. I'm on the moon, and I'm on the moon, and I'm doing this on the moon. Jung said he's talking to his another colleague, and he says, She's on the moon. She's on the moon in her mind. And the colleague responds to Jung and says, She thinks she's on the moon. And Jung says, No, no, she's actually on the

moon and the colleague stood like this and said, Are you saying our minds build our reality? That in her head she's actually on the moon and she can't tell the difference? And that call was shocked when Yung became number one, and he spent the rest of his life going, Holy [__], that woman is not on the moon. In her mind, she's literally on the moon. She's literally on... That's what a winner is. A winner is on his [__] Moon. Only losers think the world is objective. There is an objective fact to it, but it shifts, man. Humans literally change reality with their minds. Not that they're changing, creating; they're tuning into different worlds. There's a world where Zurka is talking to you like this, and he's on a horse. And if we knew how to work our minds correct, we could tune into that world, and you'd say, What the [__], how did you do that? You can tune into any reality if you're in the present, but the

human can never think of the present. The human cannot Quantum Leap; he can only live in the past and the future. Future where all of his failures are. There's no successful human in the future or the past. And when you understand is MIND in the skull. No bro, they can't Target where the mind is. Nobody can. Is the Mind yours 'cause the soul is. So if the mind's not yours, it's ours. That the soul is split into many different pathways. Some Pathways of Justice, some Pathways of temperance, some Pathways, but it's all you. And the second you realize this, you go, is that why they had hieroglyphics instead of language, John zerka? But yes, that's exactly why. That if I say think of Freedom chat and dwell in the feeling of Freedom chat says, I don't know how, but if I draw a white dove, you get the sense of Freedom immediately. And you can take that symbol into the feeling, and the feeling Cooks your moment. What do you think every YouTube channel you've ever watched on Alchemy?

didn't get it right. They can't explain to you how do you cook the fire in water. They don't understand the alchemical text cuz water is feeling and fire is inspiration and passion and emotion, the right kind of emotion, the right kind. And so you grab your inspirational idea and you cook it in your feeling. What does it feel for you to have that, what you desire, and it starts coming your way. There's philosophy that took us nowhere in life, and then there's hermetic philosophy that literally, literally comes from the Bible. The Bible is the greatest code for fixing your life if you know what you're doing. You have no idea that code in the Bible is so guarded because obviously if everyone thought like this, the world would get a little crazy. So obviously the stupid people can't know this secret, but this secret's in there. A loser will always be a loser cuz he doesn't live in the present ever. That's why I can talk to losers, and I don't feel like I'm giving them anything.

dangerous. They're stuck in that. A loser is always the past, always the present, and you can see when they talk about life, they talk about the past and the present and blah blah blah. Loser [ __ ] you could not even play the imaginative game of you having what you want right now. You can't even run a simulation, and you're going to meet God, and you're going to look God in the eyes and say, That's what imagination was for. I thought it was just to torture myself. That's what the imagination was for, that I can tune into the world I want, and God's going to be like, You really think in the scripture where I say you get every blessing your heart desires, you think I was bullshitting you there? You really think you can't eat from the fruit of life and get what you want because some Christian Channel told you no, you got to be miserable and broke? You know why God made our imagination the testing grounds of our reality? To see if we can follow the care.

principle throughout our whole life, and we can't. If you can follow the care principle, meaning care about yourself for one 10-minute thought, you're free from the shackles forever. If you could say, You know what? I'm going to care about myself and what I want for 10 minutes, go bask in the feeling of what you want. Tell me what you want. Say it out loud. And if you don't know, you're [ __ ]. But if you know what you want, it's already going. It's already coming to you now. It might come out like a [ __ ] up little dirty rose, or it could blossom perfectly, and you reap what you sow. The thoughts you plant today are being germinated in your sleep. That's why you sleep, you idiot. You don't sleep 'cause you're tired. When you realize that the operator, the unconscious, is doing it all for you, you ask yourself, How many negative thoughts have I watered? Like, think about it. You've watered the idea of I want. I

want I want and you never got [ __ ] you never got anything you watered the ideas of I want I want you to stop being a [ __ ] loser but you're still stuck it's been 10 years and you're still stuck snap out of it bro and you look back in the times you're winning in life you go damn I was being there was flow there just look at your winds bro how do you have what you want when you bathe in the feeling that you already have it meaning there's no greed the desire is fulfilled in your imagination it lowers greed over time when you follow the care principle self-care and care of others you will not be obstructed by anything you're good you're golden now the Bible says you get angry be angry but don't lose character don't lose your IM am why would people give you an opportunity is cuz they sense you don't need the opportunity my dude you don't need it because you already done it

here now look at this. All the misery in your life, you generated that. You tuned into that, bro. It's the frequency. There's a frequency where everyone's winning at the same time. Yeah, that exists. It was our first frequency by design. That was our first tree, tree of life, and we messed that up. So now we're in the 50/50 tree, and we're messing that up 'cause some days we're doing healthy things, other day bad things, 50/50. So your life's looking like 50/50. You understand? Of course, you don't understand, Chad. Have you ever known someone who killed themselves? Want to hear something crazy about that? Want to hear a secret about that? Something that'll blow you away? Something that you are, something that you knew but you forgot? Any person who's ever killed themselves, I swear to God, 100% guarantee, you're going to meet them again, and your biggest regret will be

why didn't you live up to your full potential on Earth? They're watching. So if you got weaker after you went through that, dude, that's some regret you're going to carry on to the afterlife, bro. You got to live. You got to live. [Music] Man, everyone that's not alive, guaranteed you're going to see them again, 100% fact. Fact that you don't even need Scripture for. It's in your DNA. That's why you feel shame if you [ __ ] up in life, 'cause you feel like they're watching. There's so many reasons for you to be a winner in life, bro. You, you, you got to stop with this whole once it's over, it's done. It's never done. Eternal life courses through our veins, bro, our veins. That if I dropped dead right now, I'm still living in the dark of night. These thoughts of mine keep me up all night. Really be honest with yourself. Get my heart on eyes. Don't die. Don't die.

YOU ARE LIVING LIFE WRONG.

YOU ARE LIVING LIFE WRONG.