이슬람에서 기독교로의 여정: 개인적인 계시와 투쟁

### 의심에서 믿음으로의 여정: 색다른 전환 스토리
* 😳 스위스 개혁파 가정에서 자랐고 교회에 정기적으로 출석했지만, 화자는 극심한 고난의 시기에 **신앙을 시험받으며 신앙의 깊은 위기**를 겪었습니다.
* 🛌 깊은 우울증에 빠진 화자는 처음에는 그 생각이 싫었지만 마지못해 **그리스도께 도움을 청했습니다.**
* 🌀 약물로 인한 환각과 수면 마비 등 일련의 강렬한 경험을 통해 화자는 **위기의 영적 본질**을 깊이 깨닫게 되었습니다.
* ✝ 화자의 회심은 가장 어두운 순간에 **"그리스도는 왕이시다"**라는 문구를 시험했을 때 굳어졌고, 강력한 깨달음으로 이어졌습니다.
* 🕊 기독교의 상징과 가르침의 중요성에 대해 생각하면서 연사는 **기독교를 심오한 영적 진리**로 받아들이게 되었습니다.
* 🕌 무슬림으로 태어났지만 **기독교 신학, 특히 삼위일체 개념에 대한 연사의 탐구**는 그의 개종에 중요한 역할을 했습니다.
* 📖 화자는 **예수님의 희생과 겸손에 대한 새로운 이해**를 통해 하나님의 본질과 구원에 대한 이전의 의심을 화해하는 데 도움이 되었습니다.
* 🙏 연사의 여정은 깊은 회의와 역경 속에서도 **믿음이 가진 변화의 힘**을 보여주는 증거가 됩니다.

그는 가장 어두운 순간에 그리스도에 대한 믿음을 발견하고 믿음과 구원의 변화시키는 힘을 깨달았습니다.

Swiss reformed, and did he make you attend church regularly? Oh well, that was quite natural. Everybody went to church on Sunday. And did you believe in God? Oh yes. Do you now believe in God? Now, difficult to answer. I know I need, I don't need to believe, I know. I swear to God, I'm not lying. The most depressed moment of my life, I accepted Christ. Worst month of my life, and I tried the Christ thing, and I hated Jesus. Like, I was punching walls in Texas, all alone, saying, I hate Jesus. This is the worst month of my life. Lost job, I mean, banned from Twitch, everything, no money, the worst things that happened, all alone. And the first time as an adult, I said, You know what, [ __ ], I'm channeling, and I'm going into a psychic Revelation State at my sleepiest phase, 'cause I'm not doing it in a wakeful state like these [ __ ] sness. And I said, Okay, let's use drugs, let's

drink got drunk as [ __ ] and I went into a meditative didn't work for a couple of days for some days I didn't sleep I said I need to know Christ is real let's go see these [ __ ] demons and find out then immediately when I started hallucinating from no sleep I said okay here it comes and I started going oh there there's nothing the most beautiful Daydream I ever had that bled into night and I started sleeping on my bean bag wasn't [ __ ] sitting I was like laying down and it was a dream I knew I was awake but am I awake girlfriend no no blood on her GS up and hugs me the [ __ ] green grass outside and it's [ __ ] it's like Utah and there's sunlight and I'm like brother the best dream I ever had channeling and then everyone there taken from me but they left me and the feeling was you can't go to them they don't want you so

I felt very alone. Then it got dark. No God. The highest level of psychosis I've ever felt in my life. And I said, Okay, I'm drowning. The first ever time I had a... what's that thing called? Sleep paralysis. Yeah, but anyways. And I've done this before. I used to be an alcoholic, so this is normal to me. But I used to do it subconsciously. This one, I'm going in there and in the deepest part of darkness, right where you don't even want to commit suicide because you're like in a dream. You're stuck. My first sleep paralysis. And I'm like, [__]. I know I'm asleep. This is sleep paralysis. Wait, I don't believe in sleep paralysis. This is not just chemicals firing in my head. The love I have for my mom that I'm losing here in this dream. It's not just chemicals in my head. This is spirit. I'm in the spirit world. I swear to God, I'm not lying. At the deepest point, I said, Do that [__] guy. Do it [__]. Let's test.

it I'm here 'cause I need God, but what the [ __ ] I don't get God. I don't get these practices, the meditation. Let's test it. Christ is King. I woke up, I'm like holy [ __ ] it worked, holy [ __ ] that spell worked. The one thing that snapped me out of what if I didn't say that and I only went in the dream state, the darkest state of my life just to do that, and I swear to God I'm not lying. Wait a minute, that is spirit. So let me understand this, if Christ is King worked and Carl Jung said if a symbol affects billions of lives, the symbol is real because it's in all of our mental psyche, right? I said to myself, oh [ __ ] I'm a Christian. What do you have? You've got a debate with Nea before. Well, he pretty much called me, uh, he thought I hate his tribe of people. Listen, I don't care if you're Jewish, Buddhist, Muslim, as far, I'm as far

As I'm concerned, you're all going to hell. Jesus is King. Jesus is King. What? When you write 2023, what date are you writing? You're writing your little gay [__] dinosaur tyrannosaurus rex day. You're writing Christ BC, before coming out, before Christ. That's right. So, were you born Muslim? Yes. And then what happened? You had an epiphany and you became Christian. I read. I obsessed over power. And when I read that the tops of power don't have a problem with any religions, they only have a problem with the cross, the cross. They're Antichrist. They'll promote Islam on the algorithm. They'll promote this. But someone like Nick or anyone with a Catholic message, they'll nuke and destroy. And I kept wondering, I'm like, what is all this attack on the straight white male? 'Cause we all know that that [__] is the most attractive. But there's, it's not just jealousy. The straight white male attack is an attack on the people who hold the cross closest.

to their heart. It's the Christians. So I was like, why is there so much attack on Christian nations when they literally brought economic prosperity to everyone? Oh my God. What was your moment when you said, All right, I'm a Muslim, but there's something about this Christianity thing, and you went deeper and you made a conversion. What happened? I studied the Trinity, and I realized that our reality is a trinity. Like, there's heaven where you think you'll go, you and Earth, your father, mother, and the astral flame of sex, which is the Trinity of AI. I actually thought the Trinity was co-hors and dinosaurs. No, but really think about it. The Trinity is your mother, your father, and when they have sex, that electricity that made you. The point is, the Trinity is everywhere, and the biggest attack on YouTube was on the Trinity, and how does that make sense? Heaven's individual, Earth literally everything, liquid, solid, gas, everything you notice on Earth is a trinity. That's the number three, the Masonic number three, the rule of three.

yes, I condone this message. Another thing is 500 [ __ ] Witnesses saw Jesus resurrect, and you guys want to say it's fake news. It's not God's nature to come get whipped [ __ ] up and destroyed on Earth and look weak and pathetic. That's not God's nature, but he knows your nature, that you will be prideful and evil and destroy lives if you are not humbled. He humbles you by showing himself. He puts you, he washes your feet, he lowers himself. Imagine a King like people say, Yo, I don't want to live under a king and queen. Yeah, what if they're afraid of Jesus? Yeah, now you want to live under them. If a king and a queen are prideful, everyone's starving and poor, but if the king comes and washes your feet and tells you, I will go through the worst day on Earth so your horrific days don't even look a percent of that, you're going to do something for me if I

do this for you, and I'm going to correct you now. When I like the Quran better, I said that's a weak God, but now it makes so much sense. This is why Jesus says to glorify the Father and then get glorified back. He's mirroring it. This is why the Father's not going to judge. The Father's going to judge, but he says Jesus will judge. Not now, not now, not now. Not going to judge now. I'm going to live amongst you guys. Not now. When I die. Not now, not now, not now. Boom. When he's dead, he's going to judge us after he goes through that so we can trust him. And I'm like, Wow, that makes so much sense. As in, Okay, John, come with me. No, I don't want to come with you, Jesus. Uh, why? Cause that world's scary, bro. It might whip me, it might stab me. You're not going to get stabbed. You got superpowers. You're a prophet. He goes, All right, let me go in there first. Watch me get

stabbed and killed, and then come with me when I clear the road, and you're safe. You're not going to do that. You're not going to do that. You're not going to do that. And then he [ __ ] does it. For all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God, and all are justified freely by his grace through the redemption that came by Jesus Christ. [Music] [Applause] [Music]

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화자는 스위스에서 개혁주의 교육을 받고 교회에 정기적으로 출석했지만 지금은 하나님을 믿느냐는 질문에 대답하기 어렵다고 합니다.

그들은 인생의 격동기를 겪으며 깊은 우울증에 빠졌고, 그리스도 안에서 위안을 찾으려는 시도도 실패했습니다.

무모한 행동과 잠 못 이루는 밤의 연속 속에서 희망과 연결을 엿볼 수 있는 변화의 꿈을 꿨지만 결국 버림받았다는 느낌을 받았습니다.

화자는 극심한 외로움과 정신병을 경험하며 처음으로 수면 마비를 겪게 됩니다.

절망의 깊은 곳에서 그들은 자신의 경험의 본질에 의문을 품고 신과의 연결을 모색합니다.

그리스도에 대한 강력한 믿음의 선언은 궁극적으로 그들을 어두운 상태에서 벗어나게 하고 영적 상징의 중요성을 깨닫게 합니다.

종교와 권력에 대한 논란의 여지가 있는 관점

연사는 특정 종교가 사회에 미치는 부정적인 영향에 대한 강한 신념을 표명하며, 특히 기독교를 겨냥합니다.

이슬람에서 기독교로 개종한 자신의 경험을 이야기하며 현실을 이해하는 데 있어 삼위일체의 중요성을 강조합니다.

연사는 이성애자 백인 남성과 기독교 국가에 대한 공격은 십자가를 가장 가까이 하는 사람들을 약화시키려는 의도적인 노력이라고 주장합니다.

하나님의 겸손의 본질과 예수님의 역할

연사는 예수 부활의 중요성을 강조하며 500명의 증인을 강조하고 부활이 "가짜 뉴스"라는 개념에 의문을 제기합니다.

하나님의 본성은 약하고 불쌍하게 보이는 것이 아니라 오히려 섬김을 통해 인류를 겸손하게 만드는 것이라고 주장합니다.

연사는 왕의 권력의 개념과 예수님의 희생의 중요성에 대해 생각해보고, 예수님의 행동이 신뢰를 쌓고 궁극적으로 인류를 심판하기 위한 것이라고 제안합니다.

한 사람이 안전에 대한 지시를 따르지 않는 사람에 대해 좌절감과 불신을 표현합니다.

그런 다음 화자는 죄와 구속의 개념에 대해 생각하며 모든 사람이 죄를 지었지만 하나님의 은혜와 예수 그리스도를 통해 의롭게 될 수 있음을 강조합니다.

이 구절은 음악과 박수로 마무리되며 반성 또는 축하의 순간을 제안합니다.