here and if you'll if you'll follow with me, it'll make it a lot easier so that when you leave here, you'll understand and shut up already with this here. Would you do that please? Okay, when uh what we're doing, we're handing out these little charts that we've made up which shows this in detail and it stays consistent throughout eternity whether it be Krishna or Buddha or Jesus or mythology or nature or whatever it is, it's one thing okay. And if you want one, I'll send it to you but I can't I can't send out stuff free anymore because it's the expense to send a dollar and just ask for this and we'll send it you know and uh it's the stamps and the postage and all of the stuff and copy and stuff. I was trying to all of these Revelation charts sending them out free and you just can't do that to just send something and if you can't afford a dollar, just at least send

one of the things in Catholicism that I give at least they have maybe they have mother they have some emphasis of the spirit because if you get away from all the teaching and just go and allow that thing you know the sure people can go and they can see Mary they say you go and you can't see and you'll never will but they can't beauty is in the eyes of the beholder they see her they saw her it's all Cosmic it's all mythological all mystical it comes through that which is the divine presence somebody wanted to say something what biologically I don't see how they can do that because we all have uh male and female hormones within us that's that's proof of well that's you're right that's right and that's where where religion made a big mistake in Revelation in in Genesis 5 it says when God created he created the male and female and called their names Adam you have male you have female everybody has that some people have a little too much male some people have a little too much

the voice of the bridegroom and the bride shall be heard no more in the do you I I hope you see by making this that I if you see how much confusion if we didn't have this but if you just take a glance at this and you can start you study your Bible enter other characters that you read about under the approp appropriate Place either part of God the Son part of that which intercepts the Moon part of that which is on the left side the bride or or us you know so here we are on the left side trying to get into the sunlight and trying to find out what is blocking in here from me getting that sunlight okay and and and and and without without doubt it'll be your thoughts so so the bridegroom would find the bride in the field as I was telling you and and this is totally what Jesus referred to as the bridegroom coming from the bride and this became a ritual in the synagogue in the 16th century and they would sing beloved come

you see how when you talk about the whr of Babylon and all of these the bridegroom and the and divorce and all of these things when you start to understand this book spiritually and mystically you start to come to grips with what is being said here and why they use sex because sex is the basis of everything. The word genitals is simply a play on the word Genesis because that's where creation bursts forth and all Life Begins. All right uh now what is that that is deep isn't it? Yes it is. Okay now the light now if you look here at number two the light that is received by shakina or Malo or the spirit or bright is Moonlight not sunlight and they say that is why shakina is in constant sorrow. She can never have her bridegroom to herself. This is the legend of it. This is the and this this is why Jesus is the bridegroom and this is why Jesus said oh

her and so then the husbands or the bridegrooms would go out into the field looking for shikina. When you begin to understand, I think you come to grips better with the Bible and even when you're reading the Bible or reading some of the stories in some of the ancient cultures. If you have this little guide, you get a much better understanding of what's going on because you can put a lot of different words. In other words, if you're studying the babag and you look at daki, you can place daki on the left side under Mary. You can place Krishna on the right side under Jesus. You can place Kana in the center under the emotions. Remember the wicked King in our Nativity Story? Now you can place Mary on the left side. You can place Jesus on the right side. You can place Herod in the center under the emotions, King Herod. And so you begin to understand, but always take it inside of yourself. It always is talking

privacy and you can't have any privacy because you have net shack and hod hanging out the same place. And so the intercourse of the consummation with the bridegroom cannot take place until these two people are thrown out of the room. Do you get what I'm saying? Do you understand that? Okay. And does this help for you to see and to understand that? So what is important as far as sex is concerned? And let's take from a sexual standpoint because this is cosmic sex nets, which is lust, has its corresponding to the human part of your anatomy as the loins, the hips, and the legs. And I'll leave that to your, uh, I'll leave that to you, but that's where it corresponds to, as all of these aspects and all astrological aspects correspond to different parts of the body. And then the Kabbalah needs corresponds to the loin, the hips, and the legs, and a hard corresponds to the sexual organs. Okay, for the sexual organs, and so there

Over Me was love okay and that that basically is talking about this here is the orgasm of cosmic sex. This is the spiritual orgasm. This is where the Rapture occurs. This is when the penetration occurs and the great orgasm takes place between that which is the Divine spirit and that which is the Divine mind. And then the rushing seed flows as the ejaculation comes cosmically and that which is The Incorruptible seed flows into the mind and in virgin Consciousness there is a new child born who is the Christ. H yes Isaac Lori wrote A Hymn. I don't know if you heard Isaac Glory. I never did tell I at this but it's the Intercourse between the Divine mind, the bridegroom, and the spirit sh kind. Listen to it between right and left. The bride approaches in holy jewels and festive garments. Her husband embraces her in her foundation, gives her fulfillment, and squeezes out his strength. Torment and cries are passed. Now there are new faces and souls and

Cosmic sex part two. Many of you who are watching this said, What happened to part one? You'll have to probably buy that, and you can get in touch with us about getting that tape. But Cosmic sex basically is the universe. It's everything that occurs. When a flower sends forth an aroma that is so beautiful to you, that's Cosmic sex because it is beckoning to the little bees and the little flies and all the things that pollinate. Come, come. It is time for us to have new flowers. And you know when all the little birds chirp and so forth and so on, all things are happening in worlds that are beyond our knowledge, but these things are basically Cosmic sex. Last week when we begun this, I got into the cabala, and I was trying to explain to you how the Bible, how the ancients use the sex act between humans, the sexual act in the universe, to set forth that which happens in here. Like I told people yesterday at the marriage of Joey and

you'll start to understand the Bible as you have this little chart. You'll understand how things work. Do you see? It doesn't make any difference how much you pray. It doesn't make any difference how much you go to church. It doesn't make any difference how many songs you sing, how many books you read. If your emotions are strong enough to block out that which is coming from the right side, you're going to be dark. It doesn't make any diff. What you have to do is get the moon or the emotions out of that position which lies between you and that which is the sun or that which is the Christ. And the only way you can do that is with meditation. All right, it has to be removed. There is no other way. It's the same way saying, Well, here it is. The moon is in front of the earth. There's a solar eclipse. So we'll sit here and we'll just pray. It's not going to change anything. The sun is not going to hit the earth until the moon gets out of

Jesus as the Christ, and we're trying to portray what does he mean. Matthew 9, and let's look at verse 15, verse 14, that the Pharisees says, Why do we and the Pharisees fast, but your disciples don't? And Jesus says, Can the children of the Bride chamber mourn as long as the bridegroom is with them? So he identifies himself as the bridegroom, which is the son. What we've just done is trace and prove circumstantially with the evidence in the Bible the existence of Jesus as a mythological part of the entire concept of what religion is from the very beginning. The sun must impregnate the Earth, or there can be no flowers. That which is on the right side of the right hemisphere of the brain must impregnate you, or there can be no Divine thought. There can be no understanding. There can be no life in you whatsoever other than that which is of the lower. So then, we're living our lives in the shade. We're living our

the sin. I just lost my place. Okay, um, the sin that um Romans, yeah, and 15. I'm looking for it um see you got me nervous Billy and I screwed up. Well anyway, it's in Romans 8 uh 14 and 15 where where Paul or Peter, Paul says that that which he does he really doesn't want to do and that which he should do he doesn't. That all corresponds to um and and it's not his fault really or your fault. It's because of what's Happening Here by by the natural process if we don't understand how to work the process but it all coincides with what Billy's teaching biblically as well. Okay good thank you uh so what happens then where where only when the True Light is allowed to shine on shakina where there'll be a total Union with her spouse. Okay only when neack and hod are removed and what are neack and hod your thoughts uhhuh your thoughts. That's why Jesus says take no thought because these

world and you can see this through that which so the two forces, these two forces which are netak and hard join this, which is tip or that which is God's sunlight as it comes and clouds the issue. And that's what's referred to in the Bible as the tree of the knowledge of Good and Evil. That's why it said you can eat every tree but don't take of the tree of the knowledge of Good and Evil. That's why it said when you are eating the fruit, eat God's fruit, don't eat that which is mixed with the Earth. Okay, all right. When you see the moon and its different phases, you understand too. You have a quarter moon, you have a half moon, you have some light, you have some darkness, and then tith which is God, which is bridegroom, which is Jesus, which is Christ, is weakened forever. The Intercourse cannot take place. There's too many people in the bedroom. Okay, I mean you got a whole mob in there and you know what you know yourself. You need

Exile. Do you see what's happening now? Gya is the bride, and Gya is looking to the east because Here Comes Uranus. She has been in Exile. Don't you see what this is? Gya has been in exile for thousands of years. She has been separated from her bridegroom, Uranus. That was the mythology of the zodiac many years ago, and right now, as you're sitting here in 1992, she's dressing in white. G of the earth is dressing in... You may not understand, you may not realize that she's... she's... she's anticipating a wedding, just like yesterday, getting ready because her bridegroom that she's been separated from for thousands of years is coming back. That's why the Earth is in this upheaval and change, and nobody knows what's going on. Uranus is the bridegroom coming back to claim his bride, and the light will shine down upon her, and she will burst forth a new life and all of these things, and there'll be

east because the sun has moved in the northern hemisphere to the East, and it shines down and all impregnates and gives new life, and the world blossoms again because the bridegroom has appeared in the East, and all that is the earth in the west turns to the bridegroom, and he shines his light, and all comes forth in summer New Life, do you see? And that's exactly what this entire thing is about when it talks about sex in the Bible, Cosmic sex. It's talking about the Intercourse that must happen within here. See, we come from the West to the east, from the left to the right, and as they sing, then all must close their eyes in this ritual. Everybody had to stand, and even as they turned and they faced to the West, everybody had to close their eyes because it is written that it says shakina is a beautiful virgin who has no eyes because she lost them from weeping in Exile. She lost them from weeping in

Chrissy, I said weddings happen in churches, marriages happen in here, okay? Divorces happen here, and there must be a sex act in here before there can ever be one between two people. Basically, that's what this is all about. The male, which is the Mind, must intercourse with the female, which is the Spirit. That's the cosmic sex act. Once that Union is created inside, then there can be a union outside, and without that, there's Devastation. There's just total devastation, as you know, in whatever marriage or relationship there may be, unless each person has had that sexual experience inside, male and female, Mind and Spirit intercourse. Unless that happens, very difficult to have a relationship outside. That's the reason that you have wars and all of the chaos, because of the fact that people have not understood this. And so I began to show you the activity of in the cabala, which is the ancient Jewish mystical writings of Tipo, which is the bridegroom. I spell that eth the

under emotions at the Moon, we're dwelling in sin. Sin is simply the Moon God. You can look in any mythological book to see that sin is the Moon God. But now we're going to introduce two new players into this drama, okay, as the cabala listed them when that came from the most ancient of times. We're going to introduce two new players, and you'll see them in number two, okay. Yad, which is the Moon, reflects the light of the Sun, but the light it reflects is mixed. It's Moonlight. It's not direct sunlight. And so I tried to put this on the um uh chart the best that I could so you could take a look at it. The light that comes from the Moon, and that's from sin and the emotions, carries with it net NE t z a c. Do you see that, okay? And hard h o d. All right, now they're very important, and you'll begin to understand here when uh you're receiving some of the truth, but at the same time, you're receiving that which is

to the end of the world in them, meaning the universe. Hath he set a tabernacle for the son, which is as a bridegroom coming out of the chamber. So then you see the sexual implications here. The sexual implications are the bridegroom cannot consummate the marriage with the bride. The bridegroom cannot penetrate the bride if there is something blocking, if there is something that separates the bridegroom from the bride. Then there can be no consummation. This is all happening inside of you, okay? You remember the 10 wise, the five foolish virgins in the waiting for the bridegroom. Well, there was something that got in the way of the five foolish virgins. There was something that separated them, the five wise virgins, okay? Representing sight, taste, touch, smell, and hearing. They were able to go into the wedding. Now lastly, and this just following this train, page 784 and Matthew n, okay? Now we just saw the son is as a bridegroom. We've got

hot stuff. It's quite a meeting, quite a rapture. The day before the new moon, the cabalist fast the whole day and meditating on Shak's exile. Don't you understand what Shak's exile is? Listen to me real closely. Don't you know what's wrong with the Christian Church? There's no Shekinah, there's no female, there's no woman. She's cast out. They become offended if you say that God is woman, God is part woman. Oh no, you can't do that. She's gone. There is no Shekinah. And so everything is literal. And so what do they do when everything is literal? You have to try to make things up. So you get emotional, you make things with your own mind, and everybody starts jumping and running around. Oh you know, and I'm doing this, and I'm doing that. But you kind, there's no woman. See, it's a man at the head of where's mother. There is none. See, where's where that's

Spirits, brides, men go forth and prepare for the bride to beget souls and new spirits. She has 70 crowns, but above her, the king that all may be crowned in the holy of holies. Let the Shekhinah be surrounded by six Sabbath flows connected on every side with the Heavenly Sanctuary. Weakened and cast out the impure powers, the menacing demons are now in feds, and that's the sacred action between the holy bride and Shekhinah, and that's the cosmic sexual act. Okay, and from this Divine Union are born new spiritual understandings, new healings of light. See, it's so more important, you know, you can go to meditation, you can go here to meditate, you can go here, but if you don't know when you come here, and if you just give me a shot at it, I can explain to you so that when you go into these things, you understand, understand what you're doing, and when you understand what you're doing, you take

did you you and that's where he took it from because he knew of the ritual of shakina and the Sun and the Moon. And so he said, You are the sun, I am the moon, you are the words, I am the tune. Play me Cosmic sex, Cosmic but respect it, love it. Don't let sex become what these people by their ignorance have shoved into closets. Allow children to understand, allow yourself to understand the beauty of the cosmic experience, the orgasmic experience of this coming together. Because without it, you know, we try to hide it, we just make it into something horrible, and we make it into something filthy, and then the Creator must just say, God, something I thought it was a good idea. He has to say, It was so beautiful, look, they screwed the, they even made this dirty. What is people don't make it be that, don't let your children, it is a, it's just so beautiful. And when you understand it, isn't it more beautiful when you understand it in the realm of

the Moon, the bottom part, you'll see net such unselfish okay, but now look at the Dark Side of the Moon. Its Vice is lust. Its Vice is lust. And so here then you may have in a personality of a person, and what is being said here is that when you start to receive some of this light, some of this Divine Light, okay, you can be very unselfish, a very caring, very giving person. But at the same time, because of the dark aspects coming, and this kind of takes us back to some of Buddha's teaching, at the same time there is this desire for myself. I got to have it my way. I've got to have it this way. Nobody else is going to have it. Nobody's going to tell me what to do. I don't care. I don't have to listen to this. I don't have to listen to anything. So we have that lusting to have things our own way, and at the same time, it comes together with a desire to help people. We come into church and

lives in the darkness, and what I gave you this little thing so that we can start because what you're looking at here, if you look again at it, is another part of the cabala, which is called Yad ye s o d. And if you look under the moon, you'll see what is that, the emotions Yesa. That's what they call the intercepting cph. You see that? That is the sphere of the mind, which blocks the sun's rays from touching you. What is it? What is it in your emotional nature? What is it in your mind that blocks this Divine instruction from coming to you? Something is there. It always is there. It's an attitude. It's an emotion. It's arrogance. It's ego. Whatever it is, there is something that blocks within us that Divine instruction from getting to us at the left side. And so then we go churning along, acting at our own emotional nature, and what are we doing when we're dwelling in that? We're dwelling in what? Look at the third or fourth one down.

great celebrations as the bridegroom and the bride are reunited in this new age, and they have a man at the wedding all prepared to change the water into wine. And this New Age of Aquarius, do you sir, yes, fin scripture though when it talks about the merchants or the Great Men. Well, that's the merchants that are the Great Men as part of Revelations, always talk about the buying and selling aspects of the lower mind, which get in between. In other words, buying and selling in the aspects of the materialism of the lower mind, it's which causes the separation of the bridegroom. We are so concerned about the aspects of the lower mind and the physical things that we get involved in, that we cause the separation between the bridegroom and the bride. Our attention is turned to other things instead of that which is the important thing. I'll tell you something, I told somebody last night, it doesn't make any difference how much you read, how much you study, what techniques you follow, if you do not get beta down.

holy word, and that's what goes on it. H, and you know that's true. So, there you are, see? You're in church, and you're in church. Now, what can I do for you? Can we do anything for you? You know, I mean, because we want to help you with your walk with God, to know the Lord better. Praise Jesus in His holy name. And then you get in the car. What the heck did you say this? You made me look like a jerk in front of all of those people. But God, I don't want to bother with you. Don't talk right s-s all the time. It's the way it is because there's some light, but there's Darkness coming at the same time. Do you understand that? That's the tree of the knowledge of Good and Evil. You're going to give her the world. You're going to give her all kinds of help. Normal, huh? Are youing? That's noral. You know it's normal. Yeah, it's normal, but it's simply the... I'm trying... The Bible is...

is and basically what's being shown here. You have all of these different names, which are actually given for the same thing, and that is the divine Divine Christ Consciousness. The right hemisphere of the brain within you is blocked from touching you by your emotions, by that which is called sin. And you see it happen on those infrequent times when the moon gets between the Earth and the Sun. There's an eclipse. All right, that's why when Jesus Christ was crucified, there was an eclipse. Do you understand? Because the sun then is no longer allowed to shine on the earth. You can have also, that's a solar eclipse. You can have it a lunar eclipse when the earth gets between the Sun and the Moon. But in this particular case that we're talking about, this is how it works. Now when I show you, let me just got the Bibles with you. Notice at the right side is the Sun, and that's very, very important for you to understand. Now real quickly with the Bible, go to page 104 and look at Revelation 3:14 and then

Jewish cabalists developed a ritual, and this is what they would do. Every Jewish wife who celebrated the Sabbath was shakina on this particular day. Each Jewish wife was named shikina. She became shikina. So you see where she is. She becomes the bride, and everyone dressed in white. Everyone, everyone that was involved in this ritual, dressed. They never dressed in red. They never dressed in black. Because in cabala, red and black are called gura and Bina, which is severe judgment and limitation. Severe judgment and limitation. And so they never dressed in red or black. They always dressed just in pure white. And the divine bride, shakina, waited in a field, and I guess it was like a wheat field or trees. What they couldn't find it, and they had to go out looking for her because she was sorrowing. She was in the darkness. She was in this second phase. You know, they knew she was out there, but she was in darkness. So they would go seeking.

shikina and the bridegroom and how this works. So, the Sabbath meditation, shaka's Exile, is even temporary. Now, see what happens is when you go into meditation, then the moon goes away. Look what happens, and you go into meditation, you turn to the next page, and you see the sun through meditation, the Virgin Consciousness, the single eye, the Holy Spirit, the bride Mary, shakina Gaya, the renewed mind. There is nothing between that which is the Sun and that which is the Earth, and then all new life can come, all can be born again. See, and when you talk of that word orgasm, it's the closest contact the human body can experience with God, is orgasm. It's the Eternal ecstasy. That is why, remember when we started this last week, what was the first question that we asked? Why is it that animals only have sexual intercourse at a particular time and the rest of the time no deal, but human beings do it for pleasure? Why? Because line put it, you are created in the image.

bridegroom and uh Mal, also known as Shakina, which is the bride, and Yad, which is the interceptor. Now, if you were looking at this outside, you know, in the sun, you'd say, Okay, this is the sun, uh, this here would be the flower, and this is the shade or the cloud. See, there's something that gets in between the bridegroom and the bride, and there can be no life. When you look at this and trace it back to the entity of spirit, there is something inside of you that gets between the bridegroom and the bride, and there can be no life. All right, so in order to make this a little clearer to you, 'cause I realized last week I was even getting confused up here. I knew what I was trying to say, but I looked at your faces, and I got a round of applause at the end of it, which was very nice. Ethel led the round of applause. She can be very, she can read a

know. Isn't that like the same that this well the whole story of sex and actually is used to describe exactly that that communion with Consciousness when when we are touched by that which is the light the god light the right side and we we do realize but see what happens in the body in the human body as the Hindus taught in in in Buddha and is that the the when when the penetration takes place and this orgasm takes place is this activation of what they call condalia many of you feel surges of that this electricity which Rises up the spine it's electrical activity which then causes that moon or that intercepting left side to start to be put down but yes indeed this is what and of course that's why he called himself the bridegroom he knew all of this very well do all of this very well thank you very much for spending this time.

are the product of your thoughts, your desires, and those things that come into your mind that say, This is the way. When those things are gone, and only in the practice of meditation can they be gone, then what happens? Then there is nothing to block the light because at the same time that you take Yad, the Interceptor, the moon out of the way, Net Shack and Hod go with it because Net Shack and Hod only come down through moonlight; they don't come down through direct sunlight. All right, and so that's the difference. Now, Mary, if you look here, you'll see on the left side, which is the female side in this particular thing. Mary, Virgin Mary, is Virgin Consciousness, Shekhinah, okay? And then God, which is the True Light, impregnates. And what then is produced is Jesus, that which is the Christ, okay? In the meantime, she directs union with him on the Sabbath and the seventh in meditation. Now, let me just tell you a little bit of in the 16th century, the

go page 574 for the rest of you. It's the song of songs. Um, where can I tell you that is? It's, uh, okay, okay, right after Ecclesiastes, which is right after the book of, uh, Proverbs. Okay, song of Song, Song of Solomon. It's on page 574 in the little Bibles there. And let's look at chapter 2, verse 2. And I'm not going to go into detail about this now because we are going to go into detail about it when we start doing this as a lecture series. Okay, Song of Songs 2:2. As the Lily among Thorns, so is my love among the daughters. Did you see what it just says? As the Lily, that which is the Divine white pure aspect of Consciousness among Thorns, which are the thoughts which are sticking you all the time. So is my love, that which is the Divine part of you which touches God in intercourse with God. Among the daughters, daughters are always desires of the lower emotions. Okay, that which is The Offspring of the emotions is daughters.

and likeness of God, and that Union, that orgasm, that great Rising, is enacted out between two. It is the rising of that energy which hits and impregnates the pineal gland, and it is an ecstasy and a Rapture that you were given together, one to the other. And when that occurs, then you rise into that budic Rapture of Nirvana and the joy and the understanding of it, in this magnificence of Life. Only human beings make for pleasure to experience the meaning of rapture in God's true Essence. It says in the cabala, in the sexual act, the orgasm is mutual as the release takes place. And I want you to listen to this very carefully, and I'm done. When the two lie in their wedding bed, and shakina has been brought to the wedding bed by the bridegroom, and they lie in their intercourse in the wedding bed, at the time of orgasm, they would both call out the name of God, which is connected with this beautiful movement of Sun to Earth.

negative that which is a lie, and many times you can't tell the truth. Most people in religion come to church because they don't know what else to do. They know that everybody dies, so they better not take any chances. But really, they don't know what the heck is going on. They don't know what the purpose of this whole thing is, and so they show up when I believe. After you take a closer look at this, you'll see when the moon, then or that which is the center of the emotions, reflects the light. It causes a semi-Darkness. Some is Right, some is wrong, some is power, some is not. That which is shown in number two is the tree of the knowledge of Good and Evil confusion. You know there is some light, but there is some Darkness. It's not the direct light. Okay, now this is the important part. Net has two aspects of it. It is firmness, okay? It is firmness, and its virtue is unselfishness, okay? So now look at number two, and if you'll see the light Side of

trying to show you what in the world is wrong and how you have to overcome. In other words, this is given to you, but when it comes to this direction, it will cause these two phases in your personality. But that's what's netsh shots now hard here. If you look in the lower part of the Moon, there hard is what truth, okay? H is truth. But if you look at the upper part, hard is dishonesty. See, so there you have two conflicts. Its virtue is truth, its vice is dishonesty. So it depends on who you're working with, right? You'll tell the truth when it benefits you to tell the truth, but when it doesn't, hey, I wanted to tell you something, babe, you know, and this is the way it goes. It just depends on who you're with at the time, whether you're going to tell it straight or you're going to tell a lie, because you're getting all of this coming reflected. In other words, you're getting Moonlight, you're not getting sunlight, and that's the cause of the conflicts that happen in the in the

about inside of you, not in a book. Let's take a look at page 103 in the Book of Revelation and see if you get a little closer idea of what's being said here. Revelation 18, and let's go to verse 23, okay? Okay. And now take a look at number one. You see number one on your diagram here? Here you have the sun totally blocked by the moon. There is a darkness on the earth. So what's happened? The Christ, or that which is the spirit, is totally blocked by your emotions. So there is no light in your spirit. And it says in verse 23 of Revelation 18, And the light of a candle shall shine no more at all in thee. Do you see that? And the voice of the bridegroom and of the Bride shall be heard no more at all in thee. Do you hear? Do you see what it says there? Okay, for thy Merchants were the Great Men of the Earth, for thy sorceries all nations were deceived. Well, again, that's talking about your thoughts, but

female. Some people have it pretty well down the center. Everybody has a little bit, and each one of you in your sexual experiences have had feelings that drifted one way or the other. That's just the way it is. I mean, that's because of the nature of the thing, okay? But anyhow, real quickly, as we wrap this up at this time, that new moon, the days are purified as new moon replenishes her strength. And the Jewish book of prayers, and I want you to listen, stay with me for a moment, will you? I want to share something with you. You're going to find a lot of fun and very interesting right now, okay? The Jewish Book of Prayers has many prayers for this festival, and the ancient prayer says, I am the moon. Now take it out of this context because take it out of the cabalic context. The moon also has another context, and this is why you can't just run with one thing. The moon, in many instances, is that which is the female. The sun is that which is the

to Alpha. You can forget about it. You can forget about it, okay? And the way you get beta down to Alpha, whether it's going to be healings, whether it's going to be changes, whether it's going to be part of your Cosmic reunion with this thing that is happening today, beta must drop to Alpha and then go into Theta, or it can't work. It can't. As long as you're clicking so many cycles per second in the left side, forget about it, okay? And you've got to do that through meditation. There's another part of the Bible which is also totally talking of this, which is the song of songs, and we're going to be doing that shortly here at the church, which is very sexual in content but extremely beautiful. It's also the holy bridegroom, cph, the mind, as you see on the right side, and the son and his daughter and his wife or lover, shakina. The song of songs, chapter 2, verse 2. Why don't you go there? We don't have too much more to

male and in this particular context in the Jewish Book of Prayers. It says, I am the moon, you are the Sun, and so then there's a great light that shines, and the moon is full and bright. See, so there you have two kinds of eclipse here. You got a solar, and you got a lunar. But in this particular, what we've been talking about is solar eclipse, when the moon acts as the blocking agent to keep the Sun away from the Earth. In this particular case, you can also have a lunar, when the Earth, which is our negative thoughts, acts as a blocking agent to keep the Sun away from the Moon, to keep the male away from the female. But this is what I wanted to tell you, which was interesting when I read this, and I found it very interesting indeed. Neil Diamond studied to be a rabbi, and Neil Diamond wrote a great song in which he used this, and the song was You are the sun, I am the moon, you are the words, I am the tune, play me.

that which is The Offspring of the mine or Sons. okay okay as the Lily among the thorns, so is my love among the daughters. as the apple tree among trees of wood, so is my beloved among the sons, which is uh the Apple, which is producing that which is the fruit among those where is no production, or that which is the carnal mind, so is my love among the sons which are the desires of the mind. and look at here, I sat down under his shadow. when you come in Tuesday night and sit in meditation and the lights go down and you close your eyes and you lift yourself, you are sitting down under the shadow of his tree. I sat down under his shadow with great delight, and his fruit was sweet to my taste. that's why when the meditation is over, you see so many of you just sitting here, you're digesting the fruit that came from the branches of his tree, and his fruit was sweet to my taste. He brought me to the banqueting house, which is the higher mind, and His Banner

your mind with you. You direct your mind. You are going to the bridegroom. Your mind then is able to take and direct you within, and you go to the bridegroom, and then you meet the Christ. It's much different than just going and saying focus on the center of your nose or listen to waves or something like that. You're going to the bridegroom, and you are going to get that which is separating you from the bridegroom out of the way. You're entering into the banqueting table. His Banner is love, and you rise up to be one with the Christ, and the Intercourse happens. The orgasm explodes in Rapture, and the child is born. You have to know H. You have to know, says God, creates in six days, which are the sixth chakra, and the seventh is the rest in the arms of shakina. But you know what cabala says? It's just the opposite. Cabala says in shakina, God creates on the seventh, and he rests the other six days. Shakina is

the Egyptian sun God Ra. Now, if you look at page 778 in your Bible, Matthew Chapter 2, and verse 15, Matthew Chapter 2, verse 14, it's talking about Jesus and Joseph and Mary. When he arose, that means Joseph, he took the young child and his mother by night and departed into Egypt, as was there until the death of Herod, that it might be fulfilled which is spoken of the Lord by the prophet, saying, Out of Egypt have I called my son. Okay, and there's your confirmation of Jesus being the Egyptian sun God. And you see now why he is portrayed as the sun God, why he is also portrayed as the Christ. Now, there is another thing. If you look in the right side there at your chart in number one, it shows as the bridegroom. All right, look at page 471 in those little Bibles, and the rest of you go to Psalm 19, page 471, Psalm 19, and verse 4. Page 471, Psalm 19, verse 4. Their line is gone out through all of the earth, their words

we're ready to help people. We'll go home and we'll wipe out our family just like that. Very easy to be very kind to Cindy here because you don't have to live with [Laughter] her. True, very easy to be kind to the nurse for the same reason. I mean, you know, there are times when they look, she's dressed up in red, white, and blue, but there are times when she, and she'll admit it, she can be a buzz saw at the house, you know, but it never a buzz saw. Look at all of you in here, look at you, you're so gentle Sunday, Sunday morning, aren't you? Gentle, you're in your church, look at how nice you look. You get home and you're throwing, you pick up a book, you pick up the same Bible you're reading, Oh, Hallelujah, Jesus, and you'll throw it at somebody. Oh, well, I'm sorry I missed you, maybe next time I'll hit you with it. That's the holy word, I'll give you the

round of applause or lead a baseball bat over your head. It depends on where she's coming from that particular day, you know, that's but well, it is true. Well, you what you just had to say something because you want to get and show off your new red, white, and blue. That's not true. I'm protecting e. We have to stick together. She never hits anybody over the head with a baseball bat. e. She's very, very do you ever act up and you know some sometimes a little B obnoxious or what. She's not obnoxious. Stick together. Come here, would you? What did you come on if you had something to say said you're obnoxious. I just wanted to show everybody what happened. Come up here. Come up here for you know I'm surrounded by by women in this place. Just what I said stick together. You're not obnoxious. Come here. Come here. Come here. Hurry up. Come on. Come on. Come on. Okay. Ethel is never obnoxious. Never. Never obnoxious. So what chance do you have in a men's World? You see why the

I tried to take you under my arms like a mother hen does with her chicks, but you wouldn't let me. Why? Because you're too busy with hard and nut too many other friends to mess around with. See, that's why it talks about adultery. See, we're not saving ourselves for the bridegroom; we're messing around with these guys, net and hod. See, and we're intercoursing with these two, and we're creating all of this confusion in our life. You'll have to come up here, right? Come on, come on if you want to ask a question because, well, and I know because there's a people on tele. Just stand up where you are so because you're on television here. This coincides, turn around so they can see because I know you just wave hi hi. This coincides, this coincides with the scripture, um, Roman Romans 8 um 14 and 15 about that which I do, I don't want to do this, and it says that

an envelope with a stamp on it or something. Okay, uh, when you look at this, then you'll follow with me, and you will be able to leave here. Now, there's anybody that didn't get one, or we do have some left. Everybody's got one. Okay, all right, uh, we just for the boys in the back room. Where'd Lori go? Oh, okay, see what the boys in the back room will add there. Okay, all right. Now, when you see, as you look at this, and as you look at the chart, you see tithe, the bridegroom is also the Divine mind, is also the son, is also the Christ, is also Uranus, is also the father, Malth, is Shakina, is also the Earth, is also Gya, is also the spirit, is also the bride. Yad is the Lower Ninth. That's when you see in the Bible 666. Okay, that's not, that's the Moon. The Moon is also known as Sin. The name of the Moon God is Sin, S-I-N. That's what it is. Also, the emotions of the lower mind.

hard. I'm very. I'm. I try very hard now. Last week, unaccustomed as I to public speaking. So, so last week, I. Oh, this to bill. So, last week, I got in there and I said, I've got it knocked. I know exactly what I'm supposed to do, right? So, I pushed all the buttons and nothing happened. And, of course, I turned out the lights so I couldn't see anything. Besides which, I don't see so well anyway. So, I was really in a muddle. Of course, he came in and he said, You didn't push this button. He was absolutely right. So, I want to apologize. You were right. It was my fault. Stop. [Applause] Sit. So, any. [Laughter] You got it. Listen, uh, I got to get going with this. Uh, we'll get out of this. Uh, now what I need you to do. I. There may be enough for everybody. There's probably enough for everybody here. But if there's not, then maybe you could split it. But there should be enough for everybody.

and you'll see the chart here with the West. The left side, you got the left hemisphere of the brain, the right hemisphere of the brain. You've got the East, and you can also look. If you look, you'll see here, uh, um, maybe somebody could hold one of these up somewhat near the camera, and uh, maybe, uh, maybe you could, maybe you could see this. But if you look at this, you'll see that the Sun at the right side. Now this, remember this, this is exactly the way this works in nature, but it is also exactly the way it works within you, and it is why all of these connotations are used in the Bible. The sun, which is tith, the bridegroom, the son, Christ, Uranus, the Divine mind, the Father, and Jesus is bright when it shines, and it is blocked by the moon, okay, which is the emotions. Yesa, the moon, sin, Saturn, Kronis. It causes Darkness on you. It causes the Earth, the spirit, the bride, Malu Shak, Mary gya, the mind to be in total darkness. Do you see what that

other religions don't allow this. They don't allow them on the BRs. It's for your own good. We're here to help you from straying. You know, we're keeping you in line. All right, thank you, ladies. We're going to teach you well. Teach you. I have to make a public apology to Bill. Usually, when he puts me in the communications room and he wants me to play with all that electronic equipment, he always leaves something out that I'm supposed to do. See, so when I get in there, I look at this stuff. My husband knows I never even knew how to work a tape recorder before I met him. I said that. I said that. I said before I met him. Now I have just a little knowledge, but not enough to work all that stuff in there. So Bill leaves something out each time. So each time I get in there, I'm totally confused, right? Besides which, I don't see so well. And when I look at all these buttons, they all look alike to me. See, so I try very

and meet the bride, bid welcome to the Sabbath tide. In the last verse, everyone would turn and everyone would say, Beloved, come and meet the bride, welcome to the Sabbath tide. And then everybody would stand up and they would look to the west to greet the bride because the bride always comes from the West to find the bridegroom who stands in the East. Do you see? Do you see? And if you look at this, do you see from the left, from the West? What is that saying to you from the left side of the brain, from the point of the intellect? She who was the bride then turns to the East, and he who is the Christ, he who is the father, he who is the son, then he comes as the bridegroom. And when the right hemisphere of the brain then can intercourse with that which is at the left, then the union, the communion is made, and the marriage of the Lamb is consummated in the same way as it happens this time of year. What happens? All earth looks to where? To the

its way all right, and the sun is not going to hit the left side of your brain until your emotions get out of the way. That's exactly what, and that is exactly what this is about in every concept of religion from the most ancient times, whether it be Krishna, Buddha, Jesus, Zoroaster, whomever it is. It all has to do with the fact that the moon sits between the Sun and the Earth, and there's an eclipse, and it's in a variety of names, but it's all the same story. So, if you look at Revelation chapter 3, we're on page 104. Jesus Christ gives himself a name, and I want you to see it. It's Revelation chapter 3 and verse 14. Unto the angel of the Church of Laodiceans write these things, says the Amen. Amen Ra is the name of the Egyptian sun god. Do you see why Jesus calls himself Amen? He identifies himself as the sun, that is the Christ, that which dwells at the right side, that which dwells at the East. That's why he identifies himself as

El sh die El sh die El should die see would you elevate when you elevate something how beautiful it becomes take it out of the gutter of life and fear and guilt and bring it up to the Dominion of God you begin to say my God what a story is old as the ierse and for you maybe so many years we finally learned it together and so ends Cosmic sex part two amen isn't that nice that it's nice it is nice it's kind of shakes inside when you when you finally see the true story that's makes nice El [Laughter] Shai okay say El Shai and the bride says I got a headache already get out with El Shai get that Shai out the hell out of here tell me this El Shai stuff hold it hold it this is come up here young lady I haven't seen you long time Virginia how are you you to tell um isn't that the reason why Jesus even celebrated when he came to that consciousness of who he really is you

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