What's going on, fellas? Hold on, let me turn the light off. Hold on one second. I was cooking. All listen up, fellas. There's nothing wrong with being different. There's nothing wrong with having some type of identity. One thing this journey has taught me as a man and being on semen retention is the importance of having self-identity, having an identity, being different, being unique. I'm explaining something, but put y'all on game. Each one of you guys has something inside of you. Each one of you guys has your own uniqueness, your own originality. You have your own identity. There's something inside of you, and that's why it's important that when you're on semen retention, you got to spend some time in solitary confinement. You have to take breaks from social media because what's that doing? And the reason why I take, I go on these breaks where I might post, but I won't scroll and look, and I take these breaks from that because sometimes you can lose your identity because you're too busy looking at the current trend.

the newest trend, the newest and the latest and the greatest, right? So understand this, guys: you have to have your own identity, you have to have your own individuality, your own uniqueness. What about you is different? Sit down and meditate and ask yourself, What about me is different? Have your own style, have your own look, right? Have your own uniqueness. And being on semen retention will give you the confidence and the courage to embrace that uniqueness, right? You don't have to look like everyone else on the internet. You don't have to keep up a certain look, right? And I'm so grateful and I'm so thankful that I went to HTO. I went to a predominantly white school. My school was 60% white, 20% black, and 10% Mexican. But the school across town was mostly black. So what I'm saying, I'm saying that to say this: I don't see color. I'm not racist. I love everybody—black, white, green, purple, red. But what I'm saying to you is that

when I went to school with mostly white kids, it really wasn't about having the latest and the greatest Jordan or the latest and the greatest look, right? You, I, I was, I, I never got picked, you know what I'm saying? I didn't grow up in that type, and I'm saying that to say this, fellas, and don't click off this video because I need y'all to get this message. I'm saying that to say this, right? I love everybody of all nationalities, colors, and creeds, but for the men that look like me, that are my complexion or darker, quote-unquote black, African American, they have been conditioned that when they get money, they got to go look like money, and they got to go put it in your face and let you know, I'm getting to the bag, right? I've never, I wasn't raised like that, so that's really not a part of me, right? I, I, I can't really get in that, I can't get with that, and you guys have known me for four, five years. I've been on

YouTube, you really never seen me in that light, but I've never been one to have jewelry, diamonds, Rollies, material instruments, bells, and whistles, right? That's never really been me, okay? And I've always, I've always knew that I had to be different. That's how I was raised. That's what my aunties and my grandma was telling me: be yourself, be different, right? But being on Seaman retention, having Sean retention, gave me a different level of confidence, encouraged me to go after my uniqueness and my individuality, and it'll do that for you guys too. So understand this, guys: you had to have your own look, your own uniqueness, what about you as different, and embrace that, and fall in love with that. Don't be so caught up in the latest and the greatest and the trends. Don't get caught up into that because it will put you in a financial bond, man. God damn, hey, somebody trying to reach out. Let me do not disturb. It will put you, it will put you in a bond, and it'll put you in a place

of inadequacy, inadequacy where you feel empty, you feel less than because you don't have that right. Embrace it, have your own style, have your own look, right? I'm a renaissance man, in no disrespect and no shade to the baggy, the new baggy look, the newest in the latest greatest sneakers, and the newest and the latest greatest fashion apparel that's quote-unquote hip. I'm more of a suited and booted, button-up dress shirt, slacks, you know what I'm saying? Like, that's just my look, casual Renaissance classy, that's my look, right? And I'm sure many of you have seen my previous videos and been following me for a very long time, and y'all will see I had hair, obviously, then, right? And so when it came to me shaving my head bald, right? I got tired of sitting in line 3, 4 hours waiting for a hair appointment. I got tired of paying 50 to $120 for a lineup every two weeks. I was

traveling for work, so it wasn't like I could get a consistent barber, right? I was driving 18 wheelers, so I didn't have that. I couldn't. I was state to state, city to city. You can't get a barber like that, right? So, I decided to shave my head bald, right? And I noticed that when I shave my head bald and I found my look, you know, the 5:00 shadow, the bald, you know what I'm saying, the clean cut, sometimes, you know, the lineup with the beard, sometimes I grow it, sometimes I leave it, but I got more stares and more looks from women. I get more stares, more approaches. I get more positive feedback from women, not that I need that validation, but that just goes to show that sometimes you got to step out of your boundaries and do what's uncomfortable via shaving your head bald. Not saying you need to do that, but that positive feedback was like, I had women tell me, I like you better bald. You look better bald, right? So, I'm like, Dang, this

whole time I was feeling inadequate, man. I'm like, man, but you never know, you see what I'm saying. So, being on semen retention, practicing this, staying meditated up, staying prayed up, and having some solid confinement, and being alone, and talking to yourself, and analyzing your thoughts, you discover your own uniqueness, something great about you that you can put out in the world, you see what I'm saying. So, guys, I'm saying that to say this: if nothing else, if nothing else, right, take a break from this, you know what I'm saying. If you had to, a lot of y'all don't have to do that. A lot of y'all already have your swag, and you know what I'm saying. I'm saying I had to do that. I had to stop scrolling and looking and seeing, man, this is what such-and-such rapper wearing. I don't want to look like and identify with that because that's going to attract a certain type of woman. I don't want them kind of women, you see what I'm saying. I want a modest woman, a

very conservative woman, a woman of merits, values, beliefs. That's about saving money and making sure I'm saving my money right. That's the type of woman I want. I don't want a woman that sees what I'm having and seeing what I'm doing, and she's appealed by that 'cause she wants that, and she wants to be a part of my program or whatever, you know, whatever. No, I don't want that. I don't want no parts of that. You see what I'm saying? So I never, I don't get it. I don't get caught up into that. I have my own unique look. I love my look. I'm confident with my look. And I hope that a lot of you guys, my HTO Bros, my subscribers, man, I hope y'all, you know what I'm saying, y'all can speak the same because I'm telling y'all, each one of y'all have y own uniqueness, something good about each and every one of you guys, man. You just got to discover it. You see the go, you

No confidence and Low self-esteem

No confidence and Low self-esteem

Scripts