Like I was in the shower, and this was going on in the shower—all these thoughts. And it was like, 'I'm coming in here to tell you, seven, that you're already at a place... you're at a place that you're looking for; you're at a place that...

you're trying to get to. You just need to stop and now look around you.' And I went to write that down because it was like a one-liner. It literally said, 'You're already at where you're trying to get.' You know, something like that, but it was

something to share with everyone here. It's like we've made it. Now you can't keep working your conscious mind in a way that you feel like you're still trying to achieve something because, truly, what I also learned with vegetarianism is how we're really

structured at first, especially in the neophyte, initiate days, is you do things to get certain results. I'm fasting to get this result; I'm removing this from my life to get this result. But actually, what's really happening is you're doing something so that you can

tell your mind to equate that—that's why you should be able to get this result. So if you could just remove that whole component, which is actually not necessary to accomplish everything—if you can remove that component that you actually need to do something to accomplish what you

already are—you will click into it. But it's going to take you a while. That could take a few years; that could take a few months. But you need to get on your way. And this is what—this is what was translated to me, you know, and that's what I'm

Translating that to you is that you get on your way because you're actually mixing both sides of your brain; you're using all of your consciousness. You're not just whole-body breathing; you're whole-brained now. You're completely whole with your consciousness; you're not trying to have...

the argument about the difference between the mind and the spirit, as if when we're done with that conversation we had grown any from that, unless we were really doing some kind of experiment that required that. If we coalesce all of this force and realize, yo, we have a lot that we can

gain here and get out of this just this polarized 'eyeness,' and even the other side that either wants to be by itself or just be everything and stick in the center of the consciousness, then you would be able to explore this vast chasm

of all these different things. Just like when they unearth something: they keep bringing up these crystals, you love them; they keep bringing up this gold, you love it. But to go inside of yourself and to bring up the same equivalent or greater—how much more would you be in love with

that? So that's what I said: the way to that, to open that door, is just to remember when you had a good time. Now, if you ain't never had a good time before, you got some work to do. But if you've had a good time before,

put yourself into those moments; go to sleep in those moments, and you'll be surprised what's like... I was doing it in the chair and all of a sudden... See what you think you would—you could do this, you could have done this, and realize this six months ago...

A year ago, but if the gateways are now aligned properly, yeah, you're a little early. You're like early fruit on the tree, to do this at the specific time that it needs to be done, which is what I was saying: like having the right knowledge just at the

right time and then being able to let it go when it's no longer applicable. That's where you really want to be, or that's what I suggest. And so, in this time, find that space; find that space where that was the best time you had. I also noticed, for men, it

seems to always include women. I won't say for all of us, and I'm not even saying sexually. Like, I actually remember, like early in life, where I held a girl's hand for the first time, and like the whole thing that was going on on the side

of my psyche. And I said, "You know, it's interesting because after I put up about three of those, I always noticed a female was present," and I felt like that was symbolic for me; that it was showing me that the best time that I ever have in the cosmos

—because I don't think this is the first time that capsules have seen James Evans Beaumarche III—that I learned over time that the best engagements come from exploration, of diving deep, and that my life had started centering itself around traveling through these

paths and traveling through these wounds, in wormholes. And I feel like all of us, of course, are doing that, male or female alike; that we started jumping down these wormholes and wounds to go through these experiences as deep divers, and that this exploration, though, is so intrinsic

It's so organic in itself that if someone starts making you disgusted by it and reject it, you die; literally, you create this thing where you stop moving. To me, that's what death is: a slowing down of the vibration. You can't

stop it, but it's a slowing down of the vibration. So it's like feeding your consciousness this idea that you need to stop piercing through all this and stop experimenting and exploring. But you actually still need to remind yourself—you need to remind yourself from time to

time, especially when going through tough times—think of the best times you've had. Fill yourself with that energy; let that fill the body and the being. And then, from there, what happens is like this: when you were younger and you were doing make-believe—remember make-

believe? Anybody ever done make-believe? (Show of hands) You ever done make-believe? Are you still with me? Are you there? Do you do make-believe before...? See, what happens when a child is doing make-believe is they believe it's going on. If you

ever watch a child, they cease to—they start tapping into what's going on around them. They could take two inanimate objects and be like, "Oh yeah, I'm about to go to the store today." And also, they can write themselves into the script as anything: "I'm the president,

and you need to listen to me!" And when you watch children do this—not adults, because see, what adults do, even when they make-believe, they're playing make-believe *now*; they're even looking around to wonder who's observing them make-believing. And the problem with this

is once you do that, you take a percentage of yourself and you put that percentage of yourself over there. Remember how you used to say sometimes that I'd be sitting over there and listening to myself, because I would have to observe myself in order to understand what I'm saying and how to

become better at saying it, etc. But what I'm doing that's beneficial, but what I'm also doing is I'm dividing the amount of how much of me is really present in this moment. Okay, so now see, when you're younger, of course your manifestation thing is on

fleek; it's happening. But you're still before the age of knowing this means that there are certain powers that really are kind of off-limits, because it's almost like you're being—you're given a Ferrari at a time you should just have a three-

wheeler. So, meaning the cosmos, even though in make-believe you can literally put yourself into a level of power that if you can tap into that same moment when you were—when you're an adult, you would be able to exhibit great strength. So this is what I was saying about how

we're bred out of being manifesters. Because if you kept playing make-believe and not paying attention to everything that's going on around you and being convinced that it's not real and it doesn't exist, you would be better than anyone that did "The Secret"

because they're still trying to—they're now trying to put you back into a stage that you already were at. And the reason why you can't get to that stage now is because you're looking at other people and you feel embarrassed, even when other people are not even around you, playing

Make-believe with yourself. Would you police yourself from another part of your consciousness, to be like, 'Man, what are you doing?' But make-believing in itself is what we're talking about. Because now, if you went into a session to make believe and you put all your focus into

that point and just had fun—that's why fun and happiness and jokes and that kind of thing—those are the perfect transients. That's what they say in psychology: those are the perfect transients for creating change. You don't find people really changing in

serious environments. They change when they're having fun and when they're laughing, and that's when the transformations are taking place. So to put yourself into that state—that's what I'm saying—it's like just knowing all of this stuff and then

applying it from a wisdom level is a big key here to our growth. Because we keep thinking sometimes, 'Well, if it was...' Well, children play make-believe all the time; they manifest. Now you're overthinking it; you're outthinking yourself. You shouldn't be able to

manifest certain things at that age; it would be too much, too powerful. You'd be a freak. But now you need it, but you won't play make-believe anymore, so that you can remove yourself from being in all these third-party positions,

watching yourself. Because you only can manifest great things when you're completely there. It's like anything that you're working on: if I'm working on a piece of art, if I'm distracted, it's never going to look the same way as if I'm focused.

So this is what I'm talking about. And right now we're focusing on this exploration and how to achieve it. We are actually bringing, again, the fuel supply from your own repository. You have a memory repository of good feelings that you haven't tapped into. When you

have that good time, don't snap back into, 'Well, that person wasn't allowing me to, and I'm so sad that they're gone.' That's not what I'm talking about. Don't go there; you always go there. I'm talking about: go to that moment

and then, in that moment, you have that code. Because remember, this is a code. People think it's a game when we talk about the codes and we say, 'Yeah, your reality is a code.' They're like, 'It's the code?' Like, I guess you know...

trying to see it like a computer. No, it's really a code. It's like when you snap a picture right now, of this meeting and everything that we're having. I'm snapping pictures at about 60 frames a second and it's storing it in my mind, but of course, just

like any other hard drive, there's compression. It's got to compress it because I can't keep every single frame of 60 frames per second inside of my mind. So what am I going to really remember about this conversation? The high points? No, are the high points the whole conversation?

No, but I'm going to store the high points, and tomorrow that storage is going to get compressed a bit further because of the new memories I'm going to bring in, and that's going to keep happening until either I'm going to think I forgot about it,

Today's code is going to be so corrupt I'm not really going to be able to access more than just a blurry picture. And this is why, when I say remember your good times and recall them, you see they don't actually appear like blurry pictures. They don't actually come into the field as if you can't remember what's happened; they come in crisp.

That's why it's a clean code, and the code has energy attached to it. And when you start just loading that code—this is your own stuff—loading that code continuously in place of that code that constantly wants to highlight what you don't like about reality, etc., this is how you empower yourself.

With that power, then you would be able to go into make-believe. In this case, it's 'make no,' because you know what you would be doing and manifesting. And then it is through those conduits of exploration; so there's a path here, there's a purpose here—exploration.

Because the more fun it is from the new things that we discover, that's what keeps us going. So the reason why you would want this to work—because some people like, 'Well, why would I want to do it anyway?'—well, you've got infinity, so you need to set this in a certain way where it would keep panning out for you through infinity.

It's not even somewhat of a desire; it's a responsibility. It's a responsibility to make yourself happy. You see how all this is? It's wild! Even as I come into this recollection of these kinds of things, I'm blown away.

Hey, it may not be impressive for you on your...

end, but it's doing wonders for me. But again, just realizing that we feel like it's a responsibility to go to work; I feel like it's a responsibility to keep cranking it out and keep doing all these different things, and I can't say it's

necessarily what I would want to be doing all the time. There are things that I would be able to classify as fun, but the responsibility is lying within doing things that actually are a bit more grievous. We have to make sure that we're carving

a space for the responsibility of us cultivating the good times. And remember, you don't even need to go out there and try to find a good time; that's not the first exercise. The first exercise is to search through the consciousness and bring the files of the good times up

front in the brain again, and then begin to function that way.

Sevan Bomar - Realizing Your Manifestation Abilities

Sevan Bomar - Realizing Your Manifestation Abilities