We long to feel our electricity. We are electric beings; we are not thought beings at all. Anything which makes you feel your electricity is repressed, because then you will become a super-million-volt being running through a human being. You know, you can't really

manipulate such a human being. But with thoughts, you become weak; you doubt your own electricity. But that app is playing—feeling the electricity is not good—so you are actually existing nowhere. Really, thought gives you no home; that's why you go into addiction, because

thought crashes your home. Then what is the home? The feel of juice—that's where addiction is. But if you have your home in yourself, your electricity... So a devotee or a yogi is not that he's into vagya renunciation or doesn't want

anything. We never ask what is his fun. His fun is he's plugged into the cosmos; he's feeling the vibration. That's why sex is not interesting. That's why nothing is interesting—not that he has this so-called ethical, moralistic, 'Oh, I don't want to have sex.' It is attachment

no, it's not about attachment—or it is not interesting anymore. Pleasure is a glimpse of bliss, a very brief glimpse. People think they want sex because of the woman or man; no, in that you experience your bliss through the woman. And even there, people do not

really let go. If you really let go, and if you really let the energy flow and go crazy, it will break all your illusions about life. You realize that's why you see many lovers rebel against the whole society, because once they experience this—'With this woman, I feel so amazing!'—you say,

Bye-bye. I'm not going to follow whatever you say; I don't care. And the same happens with gurus. Like when Osho was there, so many people left their jobs, left their wives... It's not that they were suddenly insane; they knew something else

they really longed for. And what you long for is when a guru makes you aware of your energy being, you are vibrating. And if you can relax with that vibration, then you will know, "This is who I am." You can't explain what I am, but you know you exist.

And it's a wonderful phenomenon. Essentially, all over, people are anti-ice. So what are the escapes? Food, sex, pornography, entertainment... Because in that, you're allowed to flow. Even my interaction: when women come close to me, just to even talk to me, I've experienced that they feel turned

on, so they start to think, "I am also kind of..." You know, I can just feel that her energy, how it is. I can feel her emotional energy, I can feel how mentally she is and how her physical energy is stuck or flowing because

somebody's aware. It gets activated, and they start to get confused. They maybe start to hit on me or something. I also don't judge that because, for me, their appreciating me... their psychology is making it a kind of social game and power game and political

game. But their shy is attracted, but their male mind sitting on top wants to manipulate it as a game. So it's a trauma for me, even to, you know... 'cause I know there's a beautiful energy of a woman she's interacting with, and I'm honoring that.

My honoring that interaction becomes... okay, Baba is hitting on me, you know? So their whole image... and I am not making an image that I hit or I don't hit. Point is, it's an energy interaction. Tantra says every dialogue, every look, every listening is...

sex energy.  You respond; in that response you feel alive. That is wisdom. Any deeply intelligent person will be a deeply sensual human being. You cannot be intelligent otherwise. There is no way. Intelligence means you're experiencing everything directly. A person could be saying one thing, but you can see how they're

vibrating, and there... you know? And that's what I was thinking this... this today: that the essential experience of life is electricity, and we are mostly thought-people. So that's why you get betrayed, that's why you feel directionless, because you are not actually able to

feel the vibration of things because we're too rooted in thought. To feel vibration, we have to be... it's sexual feeling, your vitality, feeling your attraction, and just know that it's electric. It's not a social pros and cons, negative, positive; it's your flow of

energy. This way your intelligence plugs in with the other person. It's not about sex, and your energy then knows, vibrates, and it knows 'no' or 'yes,' you know? So if you don't have that, then anything you do, you're only dealing with intellectually figuring

out what will be the right thing to do. But if you know the energy and frequency, you just know, 'yes, this is for me,' or 'yes, this is not for me.' So this is one of the very important things to understand: that until you do not

Start to feel life as an experience, as a vibration, as electricity. All these issues, all this directionless... will be there because you're trying to deal with it with thoughts. Thoughts have no solution because thought always comes *after* experience. Experience comes first, and thought has become primary to us. Before experience, we are thinking...

 ...just *after* experience you form a thought, just as a tool to understand what happened. But now that thought has become... Now everybody's saying, 'Be present!' Seriously, first have the experience and you may say something else. That just recently this uh... Pete put

up a thing about addiction that... is saying that, 'I am only a witness, nothing is...' So I added to that that... this kind of statement... people go on to different trips. 'I am just a witness'... It's a withdrawal; you're trying to withdraw. But the point I made was that when

he's saying, 'I am a witness,' it means you *are* the cosmos. Just try to live like that for one week. This is all me. Each thought is me, each emotion is me, the body is me; everything is myself. Your ego won't survive that. That is the path of Krishna.

Including everything; it's all me. It's all me. I am confusion. I am confusion. Relax with it and enjoy the confusion. Don't try to get out of it; there you will see it starts to burn you. You suddenly are converging... your whole life converges

into you. Duality, that is life. This is me. Politics starts, and thought is a politics. So, preliminary practice will be: you be very true to yourself. You start to feel yourself as an energy being and live as much experience as possible by direct experience. The things like... there are simple techniques...

Like, for example, it's amazing when you're drinking juice—you're thirsty and you're having good juice. People just gulp, gulp, gulp, finish. That's what they do with sex. Tantra: close your eyes and feel how your body is going, more and more, and enjoy that.

Now you're putting a new definition of yourself into your own image; that you are an energy being, you are a vibration, not a thought. And no matter what somebody says, what thought against you—you know, yeah, sure—but you know you are a vibration, and a person who

vibrates is actually a wise person, because all great people who come up with great statements, they came first as a vibration of life. Then it becomes an emotional vibration, then a thought is overtaken by that vibration, and then thought moves along with that experience. And that's why there's a

beauty in that thought; there's a poetry in that thought. It's not a mathematical arrangement of words, logical; it has a rhythm, it has a flow. It's very interesting that such darkness surrounds just the simple thing: your own feeling, your own life

energy, positively. That's it. You can't be manipulated then. [Music]

We are electric beings. We are not thought beings at all.

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