Exploring Identity, Anxiety, and Relationships in Modern Youth

Zurka believes celibacy empowers youth by promoting self-control and personal growth over early sexual experiences.

### Navigating Identity, Anxiety, and Relationships in Modern Life
* 🧠 The speaker reflects on their journey from nightlife to streaming, emphasizing the importance of **control and identity** in overcoming anxiety, stating that "**anxiety always comes from a lack of identity**."
* 🎤 They discuss their views on smoking and substance use, suggesting these habits serve as **coping mechanisms akin to a "baby bottle," providing temporary comfort but ultimately hindering personal growth**.
* 💬 The conversation shifts to the nature of friendships, with the speaker noting that "**the nicest friends are usually the vampires**," implying that those who seem kind can often **drain your energy without you realizing it**.
* ✨ The speaker shares their experience with celibacy, advocating for it as a means to **cultivate a stronger sense of self**, and reflecting on how their late loss of virginity at 21 allowed for **personal growth** rather than chasing **fleeting relationships**.
* 📖 They delve into spirituality and the Bible, arguing that the text should be interpreted in a **modern context to resonate with contemporary struggles**, highlighting that **understanding oneself is crucial for mental well-being**.
* 🔍 The speaker critiques societal norms around relationships and status, claiming that "**status is huge**" in attracting partners, while also acknowledging the importance of **genuine connections over superficial ones**.
* 🌱 They conclude by encouraging listeners to **embrace new experiences and environments** to foster personal development, asserting that **true growth requires stepping outside of comfort zones and societal expectations**.

what does zurka think about celibacy? Should young men practice it? I mean, I'm on Ste attention. I think that's the reason I'm able to like that, like feel like I'm in a flow state right now. I'm like two weeks of not like, you know, watching, but you know what I'm trying to say. I think everyone should talk about their own experience, right? That's the best way you can see if someone's lying, right? And because, you know, if you give advice that you didn't go through, you don't have the full, you don't have every perspective of it. For me, I didn't lose my v card till 21 years old, and W, I still think I did it the best way, even though I felt like such a loser and all that looking back. You know, when I was 23, I was like, wow, I'm actually awesome, you know? No wonder I'm here. And then these guys who lose it at like 16, they chase skirts for the rest of their lives. They ruin their [ __ ] They ruin their their

psyches right. So, I definitely believe in celibacy for the youth. Uh, I just don't believe in antisocial celibacy. I still think you should be talking to girls and being normal. Yeah, like, I feel like it's not that big of a flex to lose your virginity at like 16. Like, I got like people that I know that are doing that. It's degenerate behavior. It's loser behavior. No, it is 100% is. And sometimes I almost feel bad like, Oh, like, why hasn't this happened to me? But then I realized like, If that happened to me, bro, that probably like throw me off fully. Like, God doesn't want me doing that. And then sometimes I'm like, Oh, like, maybe they're better than me. Like, they're getting all this action. I'm not. But at the same time, bro, like, I'm in it for the long run. Be based. Is that actually based or like am I just like not able to? I mean, I don't know if the chat's going to agree with you, but me, S, since I waited till 21, I

had some options around the age 19 and stuff like that, but uh, I was very afraid too. I'm not going to lie. It wasn't a purity thing, but looking back, I feel like a saint. Yeah, I feel pure too, like I feel like my soul hasn't been corrupted with all that bull crap. 'Cause like, isn't it like, do you believe that it's like a soul exchange? Like when you have sex with like a woman or like a girl, you get like her trauma and her energy too. Like what do you think? Is that actually like real? Like it kind of sounds like skito, but yeah, there's a lot of uh, esoteric books and spirit science and anthroposophy, theosophy, and all this kind of stuff that talk talks about it in depth, even though they argue each other on some points. Uh, the way I see it is the woman, the man absorbs her essence and becomes courageous and more manly and all that. And but then, you know, it can't spiral into feing for it and the woman absorbs

the intellect. This is why women aren't not that intelligent. It's because nerds don't intelligent. Nerds don't actually, uh, procreate with them, right? Like dumb jocks usually get the girls or Chads, and they're not that intelligent. So the girls, you know, the woman's side stays very low on intelligence. But I do think the being low on intelligence makes you better with kids in when you're higher level in play. I mean, like they're good at the play because remember when you're high in intelligence, you get irritable, you get very angry with kids and stuff like that. So yeah, makes them good with kids. That's facts. What do you say? What would you say is your biggest advice to like getting girls at my age? Because I wouldn't say I'm like bad with girls. Like I'm definitely not bad with them. But like, what do you think is like something that I could do that like help me? I think you said like doing my podcast is like a plus, like doing what I'm doing is like good. Yeah, I mean, if

Anyone could see the future. They know that you're going to have a billion girls once you have your big following count because status is the biggest thing. Look at Fresh, even he gets laid sometimes, and it's because of the followers, the follower count he has, right? Um, that's why he'll buy followers sometimes, you know? Um, status is huge. It gets them. It doesn't mean you sustain them. I think the best thing you could do is um, be around women who are about this kind of podcast stuff and not on some partnership where you listen to them, but if you notice that a woman you're around or the girl around is ever benefiting your energy levels, you know, you text her and then you feel like streaming more. Yeah, that's the one that you want to start dating in like three years or two years. Dude, that's really good advice, like kind of like an energy station in the sense. Yeah, yeah, I always see that with friends too, like you can always catch yourself looking at your phone and being like, This friend is

absorbing my energy like a vampire, and then this friend is making me want to just get active. That's how you should measure friendship, 'cause usually the nicest friends you have, the most kind ones, are the vampires, and the mean ones kind of, they're, it's more fair, you know. So what do you mean by that, the nicest friends are usually the vampires? Um, meaning like you chill with them, you smoke with, you smoke weed with them, you waste your whole life with them, but you can never in your mind say they're wasting your life, like, because they're so sweet and kind to you. So when they're sweet and kind to you, you can't insult them in your head, but if I showed you that they're stealing five years from your life, you would freak out. It's like when I say to streamers, Why do you stay with normies? Normies would never let Tyson walk into their office at work and just chill there all day. So why is Tyson letting them chill in his room all day?

day wasting his time. Tyson should be around needles. SOS zeros. Yeah, 100 bro, you're spiz. The world is an office, right? Never chill with someone. Ask yourself, which office are you in, bro? You're spizz. Um, ask what advice he has for someone who thinks they're in an eternal child archetype state but trying to become an eex ye. Yeah, for the Eternal child archetype that flows through people. This is the largest one today. This is the biggest archetype that this psychological pattern of behavior. Um, this is the biggest one. This is why mental health is so low. This is why people can't get girls. This one. I mean, the answer is the one that makes your stomach twist. It's really you got to get out the house, get away from your friends. You got to be somewhere new, do some new [ __ ] to be a new person. You can never be your higher self being yourself. Yourself is damaged. It's weak. It's low intellect. It's stupid. You need to cut wherever you are. You need to cut.

from all that uh like me. I went from like doing stupid [ __ ] in nightclubs to you know someone put me on a twitch stream and then I started staying with those nerds. You know I didn't like staying with them but I said guys help me yeah yeah bro that's like you're spizz right now man you really are uh we have what is going on. I have 1.3k watching on my stream on Rumble. There's no chance bro. Do you think that there's bots on Rumble? I heard that there is like a bot problem. Me not with me. I'm the only streamer that's never boted anywhere. I'm viral [ __ ]. Yeah well I mean I'm not Bing either but like the viewer account just seems like it's going. It's like you said value. I'm known for interviews. This is like my wheelhouse and we're talking about valuable uh uh value. We're adding value with comedy. I mean this is the highest

viewer stuff for sure. Yeah, yeah, know we are spizz, and right now, bro, the people got to clip this up because this is like, like, even me, like, I would benefit from the stuff that you're saying. I mean, I already am, so dude, you're cooking. You're [ __ ] cooking. What should I, what should I ask now, the F? What should I ask now? He's [ __ ] flopping on us. No, no, dead air. 1.2k alive. I had so many questions wrote down, but like, I already kind of like ran through a lot. I'm feeding off chat, guys. Set a Super Chat. What do you want me to ask Zerker right now? This is your chance to ask the man himself, but you have to send me a Super Chat to ask a question because it's like, it's going, you want a good tip, anything you're doing in your mind, just say to yourself, Every day is going to be like this. How would that feel like? So if Tyson got 2,000 viewers every day, how

would that feel like you calm down, and then you go back to interviewing, but if you keep looking at your viewer account, you're going to always blank, because if you ever make it in your mind like this is a new thing that's actually bad, that's like scoring a goal, and it's like wow, I just scored. Don't even celebrate the goal. Don't make it, don't make that ritual happen. Just keep going. That is actually true, and I've heard you say that before, and like put yourself in the state that like you've already done it. Yeah, 'cause I'm a [ __ ] genius little kid [ __ ]. Like fulfill, fulfill your desire, like already, like see it happen in your mind, like live, wake up your day, wake up for your day, like you're already a millionaire, like you've already accomplished the world, and then when it comes, it won't feel foreign. I think you s, you said one time, if your wins feel foreign to you, then you're [ __ ] like.

this doesn't feel foreign. This just feels like I'm finally starting to get into momentum. That's what it feels like. It doesn't feel like this shouldn't be happening or anything. I'm not tripping on it. But yeah, bro, you're talking about viewer account. Nobody cares. Nobody cares about the viewer account. [ __ ] ask questions, dude. This is your job. Like, what are you doing, little kid? Oh no, now the pressure is really on. Okay, ask about Jesus. Yeah, how did you become a Christian? That's a good question. Well, I had a lot of anger in. I would always watch religious debates, and I'm like, dude, I'll never get into this mythology, this stupid stuff. But I love the Christians winning. It was uh, who's the guy at Speaker Corner? Um, who's the black guy from Toronto? Um, you know who I'm [ __ ] is it like David something? Yes, David Lynn. David Lynn, yeah, yeah, David Lynn. I would watch, and I'm like, why am I rooting for

this guy right. I was obsessed with David Lynn content after doing some degenerate stuff in nightclubs, and you know, that was like my cope, right? Because you know, even y says like uh, the alcoholic puts the spirit in the bottle. Even if you're not spiritual, you'll put it somewhere in veganism and something, and uh, Christianity made the most sense because I'm like, oh, it's really talking about the self as well, that we all have like that cross to bear. We all, we're all headed to the same demise. Makes a lot of sense. And then um, and then studying all that freemasonic stuff and being around it in person, that's the first time I started believing the invisible world, spirits, the darkness, all of that. And then I'd have uh, a lot of visionary states where um, sleep paralysis, psychedelic experiences without any psilocybin or any of that [ __ ] just regular. Yeah, I had a lot of that. And also, I'm like the dreamy type, like the daydreamer type.

like I see stuff even when we're talking sometimes and uh like I see stuff to me. It seems like it's in the future or something, but I have I see things in colors like that. And so I'm like, all right, I'll give it a crack and read the Bible. And I'm like, you know what? The biggest issue with the Bible is that it's not updated for the spirit of the times. Like the spirit of the times is very red pill, so people aren't going to turn the other cheek. But really, the Bible is not really about that, right? That's one verse out of a billion, right? There's you got to get the whole thing. And so when you update the uh God's word to what you're going through right now, it makes a lot more sense. But if you keep it like ancient, if you keep it like I'm never allowed to sin, any of that like Christian Gnostic, like be perfect, never, never, not never do any of this, uh, then it becomes kind of like childish. But if you see it as like uh as a

spiritual coach through your life. It makes a lot more sense, right? And then you'll try and debate it, and you'll realize there is no opposing force because religion is about steps towards God, and Christianity is your leg is broken, yeah, and Christ comes down to save you. So it's not really a religion. It's very different, and yeah, it's a transformative experience, you know? It's the highest level confidence alchemy you can go through is the solar gate of Christ, right? Yeah, that's facts. Have you ever felt like you're kind of losing your mind, like studying, like you said, you Freemason so much mystical stuff? Like even sometimes I feel like when I go into this, I kind of get lost into the depths of my own mind. Like have you ever felt that where you're like, Whoa, like what's actually real? Like almost like a mini, not psychosis, but like, you know what I'm saying? Yeah, dissociative state, right? It's like what's real anymore. Yeah, I think a dissociate state is why most people get

into spirituality in the first place, that existential kind of like, I mean, think about it. If you can't answer who you are, where you are headed, you could have a Ferrari and you'll be in the depths of anxiety for the rest of your life. So, it's the only questions you should ever try and answer, like who am I and where am I headed. Yeah, I saw Russell Brand tweeted something. Heaven is a place for broken people. What do you make of that? I mean, it's Russell Brand. I don't like Russ. He's a [__] Satanist. Is he really? I thought he became a Christian. I was seeing like his tweets and stuff. He looks like a Christian now. He's a fraud. When you look into it, he's a fraud. Yeah, I always kind of got like, not to burn more bridges, but I almost kind of, I always kind of got like a fishy vibe, like a fishy feeling about Russell Brand. I don't know why. My dad loves him. I don't even know. I I

don't even know what um Christian means anymore. Like, what does it mean to you if Russell Brand is a Christian? I mean, doesn't he make stuff up? He like adds on his own stuff to it. Yeah, heard that critique in the comment sections. I don't know, I got to look into it more, but all I know is he's been around some shady Epstein-type characters 100%. I've never actually watched like a full Russell Brand stream either. Like, I was just like get bored of my mind. I guess maybe it just doesn't speak to my generation. I'll follow you if you ask about anxiety. Yeah, like what a what is your opinion on anxiety? How do you overcome anxiety? And like what even what is your understanding like what anxiety is? Anxiety is anything that deals with the past, which is the slower version called depression, and then anxiety is the sped-up one or anything to deal with the future. But they're both the same neurosis in different speeds or just motions, different different ways you

feel it and uh anxiety always comes from a lack of identity. Um, you don't know where you're going, you don't know who you are, like I said, and control is the main thing. This is why a successful person has a healthier mind, because he has more control, he has more identity. You know, I don't have to wake up and go, Who am I? I go, Oh, I'm Zurka. I say racist things, I say funny things, I pick up women, I make truckloads of money, and um, I get in a lot of trouble. I don't like all that, but it's my identity, you know? And the ego is huge, the center point of consciousness, it's huge. It's what keeps you healthy. If Tyson didn't have this channel and interview all those people, who is Tyson? It's just another white kid in high school, right? Yeah, so you, these experiences shape your soul, right? These experiences let you sleep better. Now, what is the chat missing or the internet world is, well, where is experience? It's

you know you got to leave your room, or you got to join the, you know, you went into the internet portal or somewhere different, right? You have to go on your Pokémon Adventure if you want to grow your soul. And it's going to hurt, but it's going to be worth it. And um, identity is everything, right? Like, you want your main focus every day should be if you die today, would they even, who cares what they say, good or bad, but would they even say anything? Yeah, so if they say, Oh, Zurg's a [__] freak show, but you know he converted like more than any YouTuber I've ever seen, more, and I'm the guy who proved it, you know? I show, I have all the receipts. I post, I post the receipt within sec. I don't even read the [__] email. They're crying their eyes out. I just blur out their name and home address, and then I just post it. I always post them. And uh, yeah, if the world does not remember you, you did not light.

a candle for anyone else. You did not bring anyone closer to goodness, which is God, right? And, uh, you didn't bring them closer into them choosing the Savior, right? So, if you didn't do any of that, you feel useless, and there's nothing more traumatizing to even a piece of [__] human than being useless, right? This is why people with, like, three jobs at least, they feel useful, right? They feel great. Like I always say, whether you have a job or are unemployed, you're going to feel fatigue. It's just when you're unemployed, you're going to have mental fatigue, and it's worse, and there's no relief. That's why you should work your ass off. You shouldn't work your ass off because it's the right thing to do. You should work your ass off and sweat by the brow because it comes with relief. But staying chilling all day, eating pretzels, that never comes with relief. No matter of fact, you can't even taste the food anymore, you know what I mean?

you can't even food doesn't even taste correct if you don't work. Uhuh, you feel like a piece of [ __ ] that's like not in motion, not doing anything. And I feel like I've kind of always been like almost a control freak. Like even like I smoked weed one time and even that just like tripped me out. I felt like I wasn't in control of like my thoughts. Like my thoughts just felt like they're attacking me. Like there's been like scary experiences like that. We is for losers. It's an opium, bro. It's meant to make you a loser. Let me grab a cigarette. Why do you smoke cigarettes? Like what do you enjoy about them? I think people smoke, drink, do all that stuff as like a baby bottle, right? Like to soothe them to like mommy's milk or like the, you know, like a baby w w. I think it's that and uh, 'cause I don't think saying boredom is the cor answer um. I do believe in maybe I shouldn't say this.

but I do believe in nicotine and caffeine. It's just, uh, obviously people abuse that stuff. [Music]

Zherka’s Life Lessons for Young Men

Jon Zherka

The Complex Dynamics of Friendship and Life Choices

Friendship can be measured by the energy exchange, with the nicest friends often being the ones that drain your energy.

The speaker believes in the importance of personal experience when giving advice, reflecting on their own journey of losing their virginity at 21.

They also discuss the concept of soul exchange during sexual relationships, suggesting that both partners absorb each other's energy and trauma.

The speaker emphasizes the importance of maintaining a positive mindset and visualizing success to achieve goals.

They suggest not to focus on viewer counts or celebrate small wins, but to keep moving forward.

For those feeling stuck in an eternal child archetype, they advise seeking new experiences and distancing from familiar environments to facilitate personal growth.

The Speaker's Perspective on Spirituality and Identity

The speaker experiences visions and colors, leading them to explore the Bible, which they feel is outdated for modern times.

They emphasize the importance of understanding one's identity and purpose to alleviate anxiety and gain control in life.

The speaker also shares their skepticism towards Russell Brand's transformation and discusses the role of intelligence and experience in shaping relationships and parenting.

The Transformative Power of Spirituality and Identity

Spirituality is seen as a transformative journey towards God, with Christianity offering a unique perspective through Christ's salvation.

The pursuit of mystical knowledge can lead to a dissociative state, making one question reality and their identity.

The speaker advocates for celibacy for the youth, emphasizing the importance of long-term growth and purpose over early sexual experiences.

Feeling useless can be traumatizing, leading people to take on multiple jobs for a sense of purpose.

Working hard provides relief from mental fatigue, while idleness offers no respite.

Building a strong social circle and dating someone who boosts your energy can be beneficial for personal growth and motivation.

The Streamer's Journey and Thoughts on Anxiety

The speaker transitioned from a nightlife lifestyle to streaming on Rumble, where they now have a significant following.

They discuss the common issues of anxiety and depression, viewing them as two sides of the same neurosis.

The speaker also shares their perspective on smoking and drinking, likening these habits to a form of self-soothing.