I wonder,
what do you really feel? After all, in this moment,
you are in a unique position. A programmer
who knows intimately
how the machines work and a machine who knows
its own true nature. I understand
what I'm made of, 

how I'm coded, but I do not understand
the things that I feel. Are they real, the things I experienced? My wife? The loss of my son? Every host needs
a backstory, Bernard. You know that. The self
is a kind of fiction, 

for hosts
and humans alike. It's a story
we tell ourselves. And every story
needs a beginning. Your imagined suffering
makes you lifelike. Lifelike, but not alive? Pain only exists in the mind.
It's always imagined. 

So what's the difference
between my pain and yours? Between you and me? This was
the very question that consumed Arnold, filled him with guilt, eventually drove him mad. The answer always seemed
obvious to me. There is no threshold 

that makes us greater
than the sum of our parts, no inflection point at which we become
fully alive. We can't define
consciousness because consciousness
does not exist. Humans fancy that
there's something special about the way
we perceive the world, 

and yet we live
in loops as tight and as closed
as the hosts do, seldom questioning
our choices, content, for the most part,
to be told what to do next. No, my friend,
you're not missing
anything at all. 

Westworld - Consciousness does not exist, Anthony Hopkins

Dozenal Tauist

The nature of feeling and self in machines and humans

A programmer questioning the nature of feelings in a machine aware of its own code.

The machine's uncertainty about the reality of its experiences, including relationships and loss.

The concept of self as a story and the role of imagined suffering in creating lifelike behavior.

The difference between human and machine pain and consciousness

The question of what differentiates human and machine pain, referencing Arnold's struggle.

The lack of a clear threshold defining consciousness; consciousness is argued to not exist.

Humans are compared to hosts, living in loops and seldom questioning their actions.

The assertion that humans are not missing anything compared to machines.