Emil Cioran: Embracing Life's Profound Despair

Emil Cioran's work delves into life's despair, embracing suffering as profound and rejecting the pursuit of happiness as futile.

### Emil Cioran: Embracing the Profound Despair of Existence
* 😨 Cioran believes that society avoids confronting the dark sides of existence, such as illness and death, but his writings focus on **misery, pain, and suffering**.
* 📚 His book "On the Heights of Despair" is challenging to comprehend due to its **aphoristic and poetic style**, **diverse themes**, and **lack of cohesiveness**.
* 🎥 The attempt to create a video representing Cioran's book well is considered a **failure**, but this failure might be a reason to **watch the video**.
* 🌍 Cioran views existence as something to be experienced **purely, without categorization**.
* 🎭 Writing was Cioran's way of dealing with life's suffering, and he believed that **creativity is a temporary salvation from death**.
* 😊 The pursuit of happiness is considered futile by Cioran, as **happiness is fleeting and a distraction from life's true nature**.
* 🌌 Cioran explores the **immense profundity of despair**, believing that experiencing suffering teaches us about life and ourselves.
* 📜 Cioran's worldview is nihilistic, as he considers life **meaningless** and questions the human tendency to seek **intrinsic meaning**.

Romanian philosopher Emil Cioran observed that we 
live in a society that’s too afraid to confront the dark sides of existence. For example, 
we prefer to hide illness behind the thick walls of hospitals, and we avoid discussing 
death, as we see it as something horrible, something we tend to erase all traces of in 
our daily lives. However, Cioran’s writings do not shy away from the uncomfortable realities 
we don’t want to see. On the contrary, for Cioran, things like misery, pain, and suffering became 
the main focus of his writings. Funnily enough, his immersion in life’s despair became 
his salvation: “suicide postponed,” as he called his prolific writing activity.
I planned this video as an opportunity to delve into Cioran’s work, starting with his earliest 
work, On the Heights of Despair. Comprehending his work was challenging. I’ve read the book several 
times, along with The Trouble of Being Born, which

I enjoyed more. Maybe I struggled to read the 
aphoristic and poetic style, or maybe the depth   of his works goes way beyond my understanding 
and intellectual capacity. On top of that,   the book talks about many different themes, and 
the lack of cohesiveness I found hard to follow.  I guess, in a way, my attempt to create a video 
that represents Cioran’s book well failed. But   before you click away, my failure might be the 
exact reason to watch this video. Aside from   the fact that it expands on some of Cioran’s 
ideas, such as why the pursuit of happiness is   futile and why despair is profound, the Romanian 
philosopher saw failure as something beautiful. If you want to help keep this channel going,   become a Patreon supporter. You’ll get 
access to ALL Einzelgänger videos ad-free. Even though his book On the Heights 
of Despair is a philosophical work,

Cioran was also an avid critic of philosophy, as he believed that the actual value of living doesn’t lie in the intellectual or the rational but in the confrontation with existence in its true, raw form. He wrote: “Haven’t people learned yet that the time of superficial intellectual games is over, that agony is infinitely more important than syllogism, that a cry of despair is more revealing than the most subtle thought, and that tears always have deeper roots than smiles?” End quote. We could call Emil Cioran an anti-philosopher, although he probably wouldn’t have been too happy with that label. For him, existence shouldn’t be categorized; it should be experienced purely, in its full liquidity, as he calls it at the beginning of the book. Emil Cioran was still in his early twenties when he wrote On the Heights of Despair, his first book, and later admitted that writing it saved

his life. For him, writing was the ultimate way to 
deal with life’s suffering. When reading his work,   one would imagine a depressed, sad figure. 
But in public, he was exceptionally cheerful,   which puzzled some of his readers. How 
could someone who writes such dark,   pessimistic words be so happy? Well, perhaps the 
fact that he didn’t shy away from life’s darkest   aspects was the very reason for his apparent 
deep appreciation for life. His writings were a   cathartic experience for him, as if he processed 
his deep despair by doing so, as opposed to   running from it or acting as if it didn’t exist, 
which many others do. “Creativity is a temporary   salvation from the claws of death,” he stated.
To Cioran, despair isn’t something we should run   away from. And experiencing suffering certainly 
doesn’t mean we’re living the wrong way. Despair

is a part of life, perhaps even the very nature 
of being human. Cioran observed the immense profundity of despair, which goes so deep that any 
form of happiness and joy are just superficial, fleeting elements. He addresses this profundity 
in his own quirky ways. He didn’t care much about cohesion in his writings or conforming to 
a certain writing style and contradicted himself. It didn’t matter to him. What mattered 
to him was the source of his writings: the heights of his suffering, the elevated 
moments of his consciousness that made him “lyrical,” as he called it. For him, 
that made his writings pure and profound, as they reflect the depths of his experience, as 
opposed to writings composed out of a place of intellectualism and rationality. Cioran argued 
that we become lyrical when we cannot express our inner world by usual means, for example, 
when we become prisoners of love. I quote:

The fact that almost everybody writes poetry when in love proves that the resources of conceptual thinking are too poor to express their inner infinity; inner lyricism finds adequate objectification only through fluid, irrational material. It seems that most people want to be happy. Hence, we try to achieve things in life as we seek to experience the buzz we get from accomplishments (8), or we go to the movies, visit restaurants and cafes, go on vacations, or go shopping (9). Many (if not all) of our efforts carry this underlying objective of attaining happiness, regardless of the fact that such enjoyment is always fleeting, meaning that shortly after we get our fix, we’re off to the next. For Cioran, this pursuit of happiness is pointless, not just because of the transient nature of happiness but also because we’re denying the inescapable darker aspects of life.

Yet, humanity has built large and complex structures to avoid the pain of life, and as a means to cope with the copious amounts of despair and misfortune we encounter from womb to grave. Cioran clarifies in his book that he doesn’t like these structures, such as religion, moral and ethical systems, and, yes, even philosophy. All they do is avoid what’s an intricate part of life or, in some cases, attribute meaning to our suffering to make it more bearable, for example, by saying that “God has meant it to be this way” or “Everything happens for a reason.” Another method is using rationality and ethics to mitigate our emotions so we don’t experience the extremes of life or “live at life’s normal temperature,” as he calls it. Take Stoicism, for example. Although Cioran doesn’t write about Stoicism directly in his book,

he does vocalize his disdain for rationality, 
and systems that try to curb life’s painful sides. Stoics attempt to reduce and eliminate the 
passions that prevent them from experiencing the eudaimonic state. But these passions, such as 
anger, anxiety, and pleasure, are part of life. These intense emotional experiences, the moments 
in which we’re ‘lyrical,’ make life worth living. And by trying to curb or eliminate them, we settle 
for something not akin to life in its fullness. According to Cioran, happiness is mainly 
fleeting. Compared to our deep despair when we contemplate our meaningless existence and 
the idea that our lives don’t amount to anything, happiness is superficial; it’s almost like a 
veil we use to cover the ugly aspects of life we refuse to look at. But as these veils 
are thin and only cover the ugly briefly, we quickly have to find other ways to cover 
it. And so we put ourselves on a hamster wheel,

running from the inescapable reality of suffering. 
Happiness, therefore, becomes a distraction, not a realistic goal, and our pursuit of it 
shows we’re not at peace with life as it is. Now, this misery, this despair, the darker 
sides of life, or whatever you want to call it, is something Cioran expands upon in great 
detail in his book. Let’s explore this a bit, starting with one of the primary 
sources of human suffering: the absurd. Cioran believed that life has no meaning. It 
can never have one; thus, any effort toward finding meaning is futile (13). He wrote: 
“For animals, life is all there is; for man, life is a question mark. An irreversible question 
mark, for man has never found, nor will ever find any answers.” But for Cioran, this realization 
that life is meaningless isn’t a reason to die;

it’s a reason to live; moreover, “the only one.”
Cioran’s belief that life is meaningless resembles Albert Camus’ Absurdism. They both observed
that even though life is inherently useless, humans have this seemingly inborn tendency to
seek meaning, a discrepancy regarded as ‘absurd.’ Instead of just living life without thinking
about why we do it, what it means to be alive, where living beings originate from, and if
there’s life after death, we ask all these questions. The pain-relieving structures we
just discussed almost all concern themselves with the meaning of life. They provide answers.
In Christianity, for example, the meaning of life is to follow God. Stoicism presents the
idea that life is about virtue. In Buddhism, one aims to escape the cycle of suffering
by following the Eightfold Path. So, these structures serve as a solution for existential
pain, providing meaning-seeking humans with

answers. There’s one problem, though, according 
to both Cioran and Camus (but also Nietzsche and   Schopenhauer): these claims of an intrinsic 
meaning of life might be questionable. They   might be a human fabrication to answer questions 
on which the universe will be forever silent.   This silence Cioran considered the only truth; 
it’s the reality that there are no answers to   our questions regarding the meaning of life. Life 
is meaningless. We’re a cosmic coincidence. Our   lives amount to nothing. Thus, it doesn’t 
matter what we do, and trying to answer   all these existential questions regarding 
the meaning of life is useless. He wrote: “No matter which way we go, it is no better than 
any other. It is all the same whether you achieve   something or not, have faith or not, just as it 
is all the same whether you cry or remain silent.” End quote.
This worldview makes

Cioran undoubtedly a nihilist. But a nihilist who promoted experiencing life raw and unfiltered. Usually, nihilism and despair go hand in hand. The idea that we’re here for nothing and our lives are meaningless can be depressing. We experience existential angst, hopelessness, loneliness, and sometimes even a desire to end our lives. Cioran repeatedly delved into these feelings, evoked by the pointlessness of it all. When reading his work, his focus on the dark sides of life becomes apparent, as if he purposefully wallows in misery. He doesn’t shy away from despair. He doesn’t follow specific systems to escape despair. He embraces it. He wants to experience the pain of existence to the fullest. It’s not that he enjoys pain in a masochistic sense, but he does seem to attribute great value to experiencing agony. Suffering is profound. It tells a lot about the human

condition and about things we all go through. 
If we genuinely dare to look at suffering, we more likely see life for what it truly is. If 
we engage with our suffering, we also learn a lot about ourselves, which, in turn, teaches us about 
others, especially what many people spend their whole lives hiding, because we may deny suffering, 
but that doesn’t mean it’s not there. It is, and deep inside, we know it. I particularly 
liked this passage of the book, and I quote: What would happen if a man’s face 
could adequately express his suffering, if his entire inner agony would be objectified in 
his facial expression? Could we still communicate? Wouldn’t we then cover our faces with our 
hands while talking? Life would really be impossible if the infinitude of feelings we harbor 
within ourselves would be fully expressed in the lines of our face. Nobody would dare look at 
himself in the mirror, because a grotesque

tragic image would mix in the contours of his face with stains and traces of blood, wounds which cannot be healed, and unstoppable streams of tears. End quote. When reading Cioran and his apparent fascination for despair and how he described the profundity of life’s painful moments (and at least trying to comprehend his handsomely crafted aphorisms), I couldn’t stop thinking about specific periods of deep suffering and loneliness. I can easily recount the days spent alone on the couch, time flying by, sometimes watching the world go by from the window, and, in other instances, just imagining people living their lives outside, in whatever ways, while I’m just hanging on in quiet desperation, feeling misunderstood and disconnected. Such moments, and I had a few, indeed felt like tumbling into something, and this fall creates a distance between you and the rest of the world. Without denying the emotional pain felt in these moments,

there was also clarity. Away from the noisy 
masses, it granted me time for introspection, and understanding. Moments like these forced 
me to think and feel my pain. Looking back at   these periods, I can see their beauty 
and acknowledge their role in shaping   me who I am now. In some cases, falling into 
the heights of despair has been mesmerizing.  Maybe my inability to comprehend many of his words 
wasn’t such a big problem after all, as on many   occasions, I seemed to feel the pain he wanted to 
conceive. For many things he wrote in his book,   I think I’ve lived them. Maybe not exactly what 
he described, but the cradle that gave birth to it   indeed is a place I’m familiar with, and I’d guess 
I’m not the only one. I, too, have “fallen” into   the heights of despair and often wondered if I was 
a masochist for, weirdly, longing back for moments

in which I would have preferred to end my capacity 
for longing altogether. But as it turns out, it’s not the pleasure of these moments but the 
profound depth, the intensity of the heightened experience of deep despair, that left such 
a mark in my memory. Without these moments, would my life have been happier? Maybe. 
I wouldn’t know. I think it depends on one’s relationship with suffering and happiness, 
which, I suspect, remains different for everyone. Thank you for watching.

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His book "On the Heights of Despair" delves into why the pursuit of happiness is futile and why despair is profound, challenging the traditional views of existence and philosophy.

Cioran believed that the true value of life lies in the raw confrontation with existence, rejecting superficial intellectual games and emphasizing the importance of agony and despair.

Embracing Despair: The Paradox of Cioran's Cheerful Pessimism

Cioran found solace in writing about despair, using it as a cathartic experience to appreciate life's darkest aspects.

He believed that despair is a fundamental part of human existence, surpassing superficial happiness.

Cioran argued against the pursuit of happiness, claiming that it denies the inevitable darker side of life.

Cioran's View on Life's Suffering and Meaning

Cioran criticizes the use of structures like religion, philosophy, and ethics to avoid or attribute meaning to suffering, believing that they only provide temporary relief.

He disapproves of Stoicism's attempt to eliminate intense emotional experiences, which he sees as essential to life's fullness.

Cioran considers happiness as superficial, a mere distraction from life's ugly aspects, and argues that the pursuit of it indicates a lack of peace with reality.

He delves into human suffering, emphasizing the absurdity of life and the futility of seeking meaning, but he also believes that this realization should not lead to death.

Cioran believed that life is inherently meaningless, similar to Albert Camus' Absurdism.

He argued that the human search for meaning is futile, as life is a cosmic coincidence with no intrinsic purpose.

Despite being considered a nihilist, Cioran promoted embracing the raw experience of life, including its despair and pain, rather than seeking escape or meaning.

Engaging with our suffering allows us to learn about ourselves and others, despite the tendency to deny it.

The passage from Cioran's book reflects on the expression of suffering and its impact on communication and self-perception.

The experience of deep suffering and loneliness is described as creating a sense of disconnection from the world.

Moments of deep despair have played a significant role in shaping the speaker's identity and perspective on life.

The experience of intense suffering has left a profound mark on their memory, despite the potential for greater happiness without it.

The speaker recognizes that the relationship between suffering and happiness varies for each individual.