I absolutely see no meaning in life [Music] anymore. I think I've always struggled with trying to find meaning in life, but now the more that I've been thinking, the more that I've been thinking deeply. I honestly don't think there is any point to life. There's no meaning. It's absurd. Everything is absurd. Everything is meaningless. Everything is vain. You know, I've been thinking about the fact that we're only born to die, right? The moment we are born, we literally are awaiting our death, and death can literally happen to us at any moment, and none of us can escape it. You know, we don't like to talk about death. A lot of people are afraid of death. I'm not afraid of death. I'm afraid of dying. I'm afraid of how I would die. That's a fear that I have. But as far as death, death is the end of all things. You know, death is the end of pain, the end of suffering. It's the end of being.

conscious. I know some people believe that, oh, our consciousness will continue on after we die, but for me personally, I don't believe that. Um, but I just have been thinking about how meaningless man life is. I wake up, right, to only do what? The same thing over and over again, right? Wake up, go to work, go to that 9 to 5 job, come home, eat dinner, hang out with the family, hang out with the kids, take a shower, go to sleep, and repeat, and repeat. Heat. And it's like we look forward to the weekends, and then when the weekends are over, we're like, oh, I don't want to go to work. Oh, Chu. It's like mundane, man. And I've just been thinking about how life is so mundane. Life is so boring, you know? And that's how I see it. It's just boring. It's the same things again and again, going to the gym again and again. I was like, what the point? What is the point of all this when I'm going to be in the grave one day? You

know what is the point of making memories only to die and not even be able to experience those memories again. What's the point of being born only to die? And like, people die, you know? People don't even make it to age two, people don't even make it to age 10, people don't make it to age 20 or so, and so it's like, what is the point? Life is random, you know? And I just, I honestly just don't see any meaning anymore. It's like, it's like I'm here floating about, wandering, waiting my death sentence, honestly. And that's just how I see it. I'm not trying to be pessimistic, it's just how I see it, you know? As the more I think, it's like, what in the world, why am I here, you know? I didn't ask to be here, you know? It's just weird that I'm literally existing. I'm here, but it's like my parents brought me into this world, and then I'm going to die one day. It's like the heavier you think

about it. It just gets at you. It gets at you, and I just, I don't know, man. I just been just questioning everything, you know, and I question, is there an afterlife, you know? If there is, would I want to, like, live forever? If there is an afterlife, what would I look like? What will my body look like, you know what I'm saying? If someone dies as a baby, how will they, you know? I just, there's a lot of questions, and um, yeah, it's just, I honestly, I see life as meaningless, um, vain, you know? I'm just, you know, taking it day by day, doing whatever I can do to survive. I truly think that we're here to just survive, honestly. We're here to survive. If you really think about it, we do everything to survive, you know? We wake up, we feed our bodies to survive. We go to work so that we can, um, make money to put food in our bellies, you know? We, whenever our life is threatened, we, what we do? All we can do to protect ourselves and to

protect our families and loved ones, and it's just like survival is the main purpose. It's like, what's the point of being born to only try to survive, and then we die? I don't get that, but uh, yeah, a little bit about what's going through my head. It's like, like I said, I wake up now, and I'm like, Another day, you know, same thing, just a different day, you know, same stuff, just a different day, you know, and then I try to get through the day, you know. There's moments where I'm just like sitting there like, Dude, I'm bored. I don't even know what to do with my life. I sit there, and I ponder my existence. I'm like, This is weird that I'm here. Do you guys ever think that? Like, I don't know if I'm the only one that thinks like that, but I just literally sit there, and I'm just like, It's weird that I'm here. And you know, I know a lot of people say, Oh, God put you on this

Earth life is a gift, but honestly, I just don't see it like that anymore. You know, I don't. I just, you know, I just don't. I mean, what is the point? What's the purpose of this life? Survive, reproduce. That's honestly how I'm seeing it now. I didn't used to see it like that, but it's how I'm seeing it now. And you know, comment below, you know, if you're watching this video, um, you know, just let me know if you're going through the same thoughts, you're thinking the same way. I just, I hope to find people that are literally going through what I'm going through, um, and just able to talk, chat, relate, reach out, um, yeah. But yeah, um, doing everything I can do to try to just survive, man, every day, take a day by day, and just, you know, when I'm gone, I'm gone, you know? And life is short. We only get this one life to never live again, you know, uh, to never exist again, and you

know it's just it's been hard to try to like see my life as yeah I'm here. I'm trying to make the most of it, but like it's it's much easier, you know, said than done 'cause we got a lot of stuff we got to deal with in this life. It's a lot of pain, a lot of suffering, a lot of heartache, a lot of challenges. It's not easy, and it's like we're fed up, but sorry, I'm just ranting. Like I said, this purpose of this YouTube channel is just for me to rant. It helps me out, honestly. It's the main goal, honestly. But hopefully, people come across these videos and are able to relate and touch them. But yep, see you guys in the next video.