Journey from Islam to Christianity: Personal Revelation and Struggles

He discovered faith in Christ during his darkest moments, realizing the transformative power of belief and redemption.

### A Journey from Doubt to Faith: An Unconventional Conversion Story
* 😳 Despite being raised in a Swiss Reformed household and attending church regularly, the speaker's faith was tested during a period of extreme hardship, leading to a **profound crisis of faith**.
* 🛌 In a state of deep depression, the speaker reluctantly turned to Christ for help, even though he **initially hated the idea**.
* 🌀 Through a series of intense experiences, including a **drug-induced hallucination** and **sleep paralysis**, the speaker came to a **profound realization of the spiritual nature of his crisis**.
* ✝ The speaker's conversion was solidified when he tested the phrase "**Christ is King**" during his darkest moment, leading to a **powerful awakening**.
* 🕊 Reflecting on the significance of Christian symbolism and teachings, the speaker came to embrace Christianity as a **profound spiritual truth**.
* 🕌 Despite being born Muslim, the speaker's exploration of Christian theology, particularly the concept of the **Trinity**, played a **key role** in his conversion.
* 📖 The speaker's newfound understanding of **Jesus' sacrifice and humility** helped him reconcile previous doubts about the **nature of God and salvation**.
* 🙏 The speaker's journey serves as a testament to the **transformative power of faith**, even in the face of **profound skepticism and adversity**.

Swiss reformed, and did he make you attend church regularly? Oh well, that was quite natural. Everybody went to church on Sunday. And did you believe in God? Oh yes. Do you now believe in God? Now, difficult to answer. I know I need, I don't need to believe, I know. I swear to God, I'm not lying. The most depressed moment of my life, I accepted Christ. Worst month of my life, and I tried the Christ thing, and I hated Jesus. Like, I was punching walls in Texas, all alone, saying, I hate Jesus. This is the worst month of my life. Lost job, I mean, banned from Twitch, everything, no money, the worst things that happened, all alone. And the first time as an adult, I said, You know what, [ __ ], I'm channeling, and I'm going into a psychic Revelation State at my sleepiest phase, 'cause I'm not doing it in a wakeful state like these [ __ ] sness. And I said, Okay, let's use drugs, let's

drink got drunk as [ __ ] and I went into a meditative didn't work for a couple of days for some days I didn't sleep I said I need to know Christ is real let's go see these [ __ ] demons and find out then immediately when I started hallucinating from no sleep I said okay here it comes and I started going oh there there's nothing the most beautiful Daydream I ever had that bled into night and I started sleeping on my bean bag wasn't [ __ ] sitting I was like laying down and it was a dream I knew I was awake but am I awake girlfriend no no blood on her GS up and hugs me the [ __ ] green grass outside and it's [ __ ] it's like Utah and there's sunlight and I'm like brother the best dream I ever had channeling and then everyone there taken from me but they left me and the feeling was you can't go to them they don't want you so

I felt very alone. Then it got dark. No God. The highest level of psychosis I've ever felt in my life. And I said, Okay, I'm drowning. The first ever time I had a... what's that thing called? Sleep paralysis. Yeah, but anyways. And I've done this before. I used to be an alcoholic, so this is normal to me. But I used to do it subconsciously. This one, I'm going in there and in the deepest part of darkness, right where you don't even want to commit suicide because you're like in a dream. You're stuck. My first sleep paralysis. And I'm like, [__]. I know I'm asleep. This is sleep paralysis. Wait, I don't believe in sleep paralysis. This is not just chemicals firing in my head. The love I have for my mom that I'm losing here in this dream. It's not just chemicals in my head. This is spirit. I'm in the spirit world. I swear to God, I'm not lying. At the deepest point, I said, Do that [__] guy. Do it [__]. Let's test.

it I'm here 'cause I need God, but what the [ __ ] I don't get God. I don't get these practices, the meditation. Let's test it. Christ is King. I woke up, I'm like holy [ __ ] it worked, holy [ __ ] that spell worked. The one thing that snapped me out of what if I didn't say that and I only went in the dream state, the darkest state of my life just to do that, and I swear to God I'm not lying. Wait a minute, that is spirit. So let me understand this, if Christ is King worked and Carl Jung said if a symbol affects billions of lives, the symbol is real because it's in all of our mental psyche, right? I said to myself, oh [ __ ] I'm a Christian. What do you have? You've got a debate with Nea before. Well, he pretty much called me, uh, he thought I hate his tribe of people. Listen, I don't care if you're Jewish, Buddhist, Muslim, as far, I'm as far

As I'm concerned, you're all going to hell. Jesus is King. Jesus is King. What? When you write 2023, what date are you writing? You're writing your little gay [__] dinosaur tyrannosaurus rex day. You're writing Christ BC, before coming out, before Christ. That's right. So, were you born Muslim? Yes. And then what happened? You had an epiphany and you became Christian. I read. I obsessed over power. And when I read that the tops of power don't have a problem with any religions, they only have a problem with the cross, the cross. They're Antichrist. They'll promote Islam on the algorithm. They'll promote this. But someone like Nick or anyone with a Catholic message, they'll nuke and destroy. And I kept wondering, I'm like, what is all this attack on the straight white male? 'Cause we all know that that [__] is the most attractive. But there's, it's not just jealousy. The straight white male attack is an attack on the people who hold the cross closest.

to their heart. It's the Christians. So I was like, why is there so much attack on Christian nations when they literally brought economic prosperity to everyone? Oh my God. What was your moment when you said, All right, I'm a Muslim, but there's something about this Christianity thing, and you went deeper and you made a conversion. What happened? I studied the Trinity, and I realized that our reality is a trinity. Like, there's heaven where you think you'll go, you and Earth, your father, mother, and the astral flame of sex, which is the Trinity of AI. I actually thought the Trinity was co-hors and dinosaurs. No, but really think about it. The Trinity is your mother, your father, and when they have sex, that electricity that made you. The point is, the Trinity is everywhere, and the biggest attack on YouTube was on the Trinity, and how does that make sense? Heaven's individual, Earth literally everything, liquid, solid, gas, everything you notice on Earth is a trinity. That's the number three, the Masonic number three, the rule of three.

yes, I condone this message. Another thing is 500 [ __ ] Witnesses saw Jesus resurrect, and you guys want to say it's fake news. It's not God's nature to come get whipped [ __ ] up and destroyed on Earth and look weak and pathetic. That's not God's nature, but he knows your nature, that you will be prideful and evil and destroy lives if you are not humbled. He humbles you by showing himself. He puts you, he washes your feet, he lowers himself. Imagine a King like people say, Yo, I don't want to live under a king and queen. Yeah, what if they're afraid of Jesus? Yeah, now you want to live under them. If a king and a queen are prideful, everyone's starving and poor, but if the king comes and washes your feet and tells you, I will go through the worst day on Earth so your horrific days don't even look a percent of that, you're going to do something for me if I

do this for you, and I'm going to correct you now. When I like the Quran better, I said that's a weak God, but now it makes so much sense. This is why Jesus says to glorify the Father and then get glorified back. He's mirroring it. This is why the Father's not going to judge. The Father's going to judge, but he says Jesus will judge. Not now, not now, not now. Not going to judge now. I'm going to live amongst you guys. Not now. When I die. Not now, not now, not now. Boom. When he's dead, he's going to judge us after he goes through that so we can trust him. And I'm like, Wow, that makes so much sense. As in, Okay, John, come with me. No, I don't want to come with you, Jesus. Uh, why? Cause that world's scary, bro. It might whip me, it might stab me. You're not going to get stabbed. You got superpowers. You're a prophet. He goes, All right, let me go in there first. Watch me get

stabbed and killed, and then come with me when I clear the road, and you're safe. You're not going to do that. You're not going to do that. You're not going to do that. And then he [ __ ] does it. For all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God, and all are justified freely by his grace through the redemption that came by Jesus Christ. [Music] [Applause] [Music]

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The speaker had a Swiss reformed upbringing and attended church regularly, but now finds it difficult to answer if they believe in God.

They experienced a tumultuous period in their life, leading to a deep depression and a failed attempt to find solace in Christ.

Through a series of reckless actions and sleepless nights, they had a transformative dream that offered a glimpse of hope and connection, but ultimately left them feeling abandoned.

A Journey Through Darkness and Spiritual Awakening

The narrator experiences intense loneliness and psychosis, leading to their first sleep paralysis.

In the depths of despair, they question the nature of their experience and seek a connection with God.

A powerful declaration of faith in Christ ultimately snaps them out of their dark state, leading to a realization of the significance of spiritual symbols.

A Controversial Perspective on Religion and Power

The speaker expresses strong beliefs about the negative impact of certain religions on society, particularly targeting Christianity.

They discuss their own conversion from Islam to Christianity, emphasizing the significance of the Trinity in understanding reality.

The speaker argues that the attack on straight white males and Christian nations is a deliberate effort to undermine those who hold the cross closest to their hearts.

The Nature of God's Humility and Jesus' Role

The speaker emphasizes the significance of Jesus' resurrection, highlighting the 500 witnesses and questioning the notion of it being "fake news.

" They argue that God's nature is not to appear weak and pathetic, but rather to humble humanity through servitude.

The speaker reflects on the concept of a king's power and the importance of Jesus' sacrifice, suggesting that Jesus' actions are meant to build trust and ultimately judge humanity.

A person expresses frustration and disbelief at someone not following their instructions for safety.

The speaker then reflects on the concept of sin and redemption, emphasizing that everyone has sinned but can be justified through God's grace and Jesus Christ.

The passage concludes with music and applause, suggesting a moment of reflection or celebration.