The Impact of Twitch Ban on Personal Growth and Comedy

His boldness and refusal to apologize for his actions led to unexpected success and personal growth.

### Embracing Controversy: The Journey from Twitch Ban to Personal Revelation
* 😱 The speaker describes their trauma of being **permanently banned from Twitch**, feeling **constrained and unable to express their true comedic self** for years.
* 💔 Following the ban, they appeared on No Jumper, expressing their frustration and declaring, "**I'm just going to say what I want**," which marked a **turning point in their career**.
* 🚀 They highlight how their success **skyrocketed** after they embraced a more toxic persona, stating, "**I literally put my foot on the gas**," leading to a **significant increase in viewership**.
* ⚖ The speaker recounts a harrowing experience involving a jealous partner and a false accusation of abuse, which led to a moment of **divine intervention that changed their perspective on life**.
* 👮 A police officer intervened during the incident, ultimately recognizing the speaker as the **victim**, which led to the partner being **arrested instead**.
* 🙏 The speaker reflects on this moment as a pivotal experience that solidified their faith, feeling that "**Jesus is real**" as they navigated the chaos.
* 🔥 They conclude with the belief that **doubling down on one’s authenticity is crucial**, urging others to **embrace their true selves without fear of judgment or cancellation**.
* 💪 The overarching message is one of **resilience** and the importance of **standing firm in one's identity**, regardless of external pressures.

I'll tell you this: my biggest traumas in life was being banned on Twitch. I bit my tongue. Imagine an impulsive guy like me biting my tongue for years on Twitch. And I would try, but I was like, I know I'm funnier than this. I remember when I was permanently banned on Twitch, broke as [__]. I went on No Jumper, and I said, They're even if they unban me, I'm poor. I'm just going to say what I want. I unleashed on [__] No Jumper, no job. They didn't unban me a month later. All this success because every portal of C you go through, bro, you get rewarded. I'm so glad I didn't. If I held back to go back to Twitch with my comedy, I'd be at 500 viewers. Oh no, if I'm on Twitch, I'm at 2K viewers. So, the point that I'm trying to make is that, but at what point, but have you seen my jump happen, you

were I used to watch you every day, but my jump happened when I started going full toxic. No, your jump happened when you got the exposure. You never changed. The amount of eyes on you changed. You were the same guy, 800 viewers, but you were just wasting it. And I was way more toxic on Fresh Fit than Twitch, correct? But I'm saying I literally put my foot on the gas. I said, [__] it, we're doing YouTube. When I typed in your stream that one day, I said, You said you're the best. I said, Not pulling up e-girls and doing this [__] you are. And then there you went a year later, and then look where you are. When you don't apologize for your jokes, they're just saying they can't say the world leaves you alone. I'm telling you when I say everyone on Earth says he's way too courageous. When the world said, What did Eminem say? I am whatever you say I am. No, no, again, I am whatever you say I am. 'Cause if I wasn't, then why

would I so anything if they say Aon are murder he says true and they leave you alone do you know why why because evil can never be challenged it can only be your best friend and your wife and stab you in the back evil can never be challenged CH what about the back end you're too defensive and you're limiting like like what if I wanted to see are you innocent no you are innocent if someone said you're I'm not I'm innocent say you're a I'm a [ __ ] if you're not a say you're a I'm a you're innocent you can say it I'm innocent are you innocent yes you doubt yourself what cuz look at this if I ever did [ __ ] a [ __ ] up I would go live and say well I guess I picked the whole field of oopsie daisies made a mistake that's it that's all that would happen right you the oops and if they attack me and try to cancel

me. I'd [__] her again, but I'm saying, bro, let's go. They tried to say I'm mentally ill. These when I was in high school. They tried to say I'm mentally ill. They worried my mom. They said, Your son, your son this, your son that. So I said, You know what? My job on Earth is to make cry. So I'll tell you this, bro. The worst day of my life is when Jill. She threw a phone in my face. She got jealous that I was getting photos at Twitch G. She threw a phone in my face. I called security. I grabbed all luggage. I threw it out the hotel on Twitch G. [__] out of my hotel. The security came up, and they said, You are a tattooed, bearded man at 260 lb. She's 100 lb crying, and she's crying 'cause I'm dumping her. We're calling the police, right? My heart fell through my ass. I said, No one's going to believe me. It's over. Now look at this, a woman.

came out in the hotel. She said, I work with domestic cases, baby girl, to Jill. Please come here, come here, get away from that man about me. And she said, No, I want to be with John. And I was like, Oh my God, there's a woman who's going to say to everyone that I beat her up, beat her up. And I'm panicking, and the police come, and they all are after the man. My life's over. I said, I believe in Jesus, please. This is my first day in my life believing in Jesus. In the morning, I remember being at Twitch car. I said, Whoa, this Jesus is actually real. And I said, Why is this happening to me? A light flashes, all the police come to arrest me 'cause she's crying. Did you get arrested? No, a light flashed. I thought I saw Jesus, but it was a black man, big ass lips, beautiful black man, jacked, huge police officer, black officer. He was holding a flashlight, yeah. And you know what he said to me? What did he say to you? I'm

shaking scared. The hotel is filled in her bra, in my pockets with some stuff that would lock me up for 5 years. She snitches all the time, but would she snitch with the police? I don't know. I don't love her yet 'cause she'll snitch. She wouldn't do that, but check it out, she didn't, did she? That flash was his flashlight, and he said, Look your eyes. What did you do to her? What did you do to her? And I said to myself, What did you do? I'm not going to explain myself, so I said, I hate her. I want her out of my hotel. And they're arresting me now. My life is over, but it's not. But it's not 'cause that flash flash sparked you. He said right as he grabbed me. He said grabbed me like literally grabbed. Hold on. Right as he was about to grab me, he said this. He said, Your lip is swollen to me. And I said, Huh? That flash was not Jesus. She

hit you, and he said, Why was your lip swollen? He said, She is domestically abusing this 260 lb male, that little 100 lb girl. And they grabbed and arrested her in front of me, and I was like, Oh, what the [__] is going on? Jesus is real. He saved my life. Right? Imagine. And the woman, 'cause she said, Baby girl, come to me. He's abusing you on our floor. And security all thought, I'm Abus her. And she's like, No, no, no. And she started talking to me, right, trying to think I'm going to, and as she's talking to me, I said, Shut the [__] up [__]. So I look like an abuse, yelling at her like that. I said, [__] it. I hate these F. She's about to lock me up, and they grab her. I swear to God, swear when they grab her. I'm swear to Jesus Christ. I've never in my life been more afraid than I realiz realiz. There's there's something in my

pocket that's going to lock me up for 5 years when they find it. What is well it was bleep so anyways check this out check this out I [ __ ] my pants as they're arresting her. She starts crying. She did not rat on me. First day in my life I fell in love. Che she was Loy she was but check it out now look at this. This is the craziest part as they're arresting her. The big black veteran officer is over there talking to her and I looked two young officers Young new guys and I'm like oh this is my chance. I said I got to pee. They're like you can't pee in the hotel cuz she's in there. We have to split you guys up. I said there's a bathroom right there. He said yeah you can use that. I'm like I got to go cuz I'm a little drunk and I started walking and the black man turned like this no and he knew what I was doing and he starts running down the hall and

literally, I open the bathroom door like this, and the young guys knew they [__] up. They're going to get yelled at. I opened the door, and I just smile, and the black guy runs to the door, boom, locked it down. The toilet flush. I'm [__] innocent, innocent now. And he starts banging on the door. He starts banging on the door. He says, Y, you can't let him go to the bathroom. We're resting us, yes. And guess what? She's hysterically crying that she needs to go to the bathroom, and she goes in her bra, grabs my [__], throws in the toilet, flushes. My life was [__] saved. The first day I trusted Jesus. That's my Jesus. And now, check it out, hold on, hold on, check it out, check it out, check it out. The proudest moment of my life was when that woman saw a little girl crying, and it looked like an abuse case. She, every moment in my life when a feminist

would say you you're or something. I would be afraid of the fact that was the one moment in my life said [ __ ] it. I'm going to jail. Shut to the and I. I made it sound like I'm in to and God rewarded me for doubling down ever since. You haven't never stopped when was this when literally was this which G last year real this is pretty recent very recent dude. Can I say what's [ __ ] up? That's probably your soulmate dude and the same reason why I hate my soulmate and I called her on stream twice and I want to hate her. I want to let go the best damn [ __ ] I ever had. We can't escape it bro. I know your I still remember the trip before twitch gon I [ __ ] she's like this how she comes so hot the way she comes hard right cuz the I I wasn't into making her. I liked her but then she's like twitching crazy and

then I said wait. I want to shoot on your face, and she got up as she's and ran to the bathroom and hysterically started crying. You don't love me. You're trying to come on my face, and I was like she's the baddest ass [__] ever, dude. Can I say something? That was way over. That was the smart. It was. I was cool, and now I was wait. Let me say something. That was the smartest thing. Oh, the craziest thing. When she was cancelling me, she said this one time in Cancun. I got so angry. Like, she's loyal. Like, if guys talked to her, she'd be like, huh, and she'd like scared them so. But she was so [__] stubborn, so I was like [__] you. I'm getting two different beds at the resort, and I switch rooms, so I got two different beds, and she had a mental breakdown. You don't love me. You [__] right, and I'm F the Bitties out.

that Bitties right. So now check this out. She in the Bikini. In the Bikini. She lays on me as she's crying thaten. And as she's crying, I still remember. I'm like, whoa, we're new dating. This is a year ago. She's crying. And she goes, you know why, why is your C. And I remember going like this. Oh, oh, I'm being cancelled. This is my first e-relationship that everyone knows streamer on streamer dating. I said holy [__]. She's going to tell the world my car is hard 'cause she's crying. And that's what you wanted. But she's in a bikini, so she was hot on me and stuff. And yo, I went live and I said, yeah, I like that you were crying, my dick was hard, the [__] best [__] is to double down. Can I say something? You've never, you've never said this before, have you? I have many times on stream. Have you really? Not at this intensity, but I'll tell you.

this yeah this is this is you're out intensi anything this I got to talk I'll tell you this Aon your style of Comedy is going to get a lot of f on your true 100% Double Down Double Down always always if they say you're a you say yes if they say you're a murder you say yes you owe it to yourself you [ __ ] over mother hey one in the chat if you should double down let's hear let's see this chat let me call actually right now let me call oh no my phone just died no charge me up charge this yo let's see this chat one in the chat if when they cancel Jack for his [ __ ] he should Double Down always Double Down Aon because let me tell you something you've been with yourself 33 years four how long you've been suffering 33 years on 34 N9 or 10 years but I'm 34 no no no you've been suffering born like every human original sin do you really want to

go I'm Logan PA and I'm sorry that I filmed the body. Nah, that him and I, we was just hanging out, dude. That was the smartest [ __ ] I've ever heard anyone say about ever, dude. John, that was literally like you broke my mind, dude. I don't even know what to say. She, we got to breakfast. Chast, you see a man. If you see a man stabbed on the street and they say, How could you film that? Here's how, here's what you say. What do I say? You say, Why not? It's content, dude. John, that's what you do. Spam breakfast compromise. But John, dude, you're paving away, dude. I'm telling you, you love to apologize. It's going to backfire. It's going to backfire. Never apologize. When they say, Aaron, why did you point a at that girl? You say, Nah, I no scope. Say I a poting [ __ ]. I flick, flick at the wrist. But I'm saying, dude, we need, but dude, you, you tell the judge, you tell

the judge. You tell the judge no Red Dot site on that b iron all the way no care package but do you see why I want to hug you like in a jum you should have I'm kidding I'm kid that's this part this is the [Music] n.

How Doubling Down SAVED Jon Zherka's LIFE and Career

Jon Zherka

The speaker's biggest trauma was being permanently banned from Twitch, which led to a period of struggling financially.

They found success by embracing a more toxic persona and shifting to YouTube, ultimately gaining a larger audience.

The speaker believes that not apologizing for their jokes and being unapologetically themselves has contributed to their success and ability to handle criticism.

A Turbulent Relationship and a Life-Changing Moment

The speaker recounts a tumultuous relationship with a woman named Jill, who became jealous and threw a phone at him, leading to a dramatic hotel scene.

Security was called, and the situation escalated with the police getting involved.

A pivotal moment occurred when a police officer's flashlight illuminated the speaker, leading to a life-changing realization and a moment of self-reflection.

A 100 lb girl was arrested for abusing a 260 lb male, causing confusion and fear for the narrator.

As the girl was taken away, she cried and didn't rat on the narrator, leading to an unexpected bond.

The narrator's desperate attempt to use the bathroom provided a moment of escape, ultimately saving their life and solidifying their trust in Jesus.

The speaker reflects on a recent life-changing moment that led to a tumultuous relationship with their soulmate.

They describe the intense and chaotic nature of their connection, including a memorable trip and dramatic reactions.

The speaker's actions, like switching rooms at a resort, only added to the emotional turmoil, highlighting the complex dynamics of love and loyalty.

Navigating Relationships and Cancel Culture

The speaker reflects on a past relationship where their partner cried while in a bikini, leading to a moment of tension and the fear of being "canceled.

" They went live to address the situation, embracing a "double down" approach to handling criticism.

The conversation emphasizes the importance of being true to oneself and not shying away from controversy.

Logan PA expresses regret for filming a body, but finds humor in the situation.

He suggests that filming is justifiable as "content" and advises against apologizing for controversial actions.

The conversation takes a lighthearted turn, with Logan joking about how to handle accusations and wanting to hug John for his mindset.